iwannadeletethis
Gold Member
Oh escape route, you and I are the oldest of friends! Though, I'm never happy to see you. Lol
I'm hoping I won't need it, but it's looking like I will. I'm calling around trying to get a job over seas.
I gave my man an altumatum last night. The verbal abuse has to stop, or I'm out of here. He seemed to understand, but I believe he is another(drum roll please)
Narsisist.
I attract em like flies. I did enough research to find out why I do so MAYBE just maybe I can start a life somewhere with friends who don't just need me to feed their ego.
Notice I said friends, because I'm sick of thinking I find someone "special" only to find out that they're using me for an energy source. This sickest con in life.
So, after all of this energy sucking, I (as softly as I can) relay to my guy "I don't feel appreciated". So he starts going off on how I can't handle his kids or his life. And throwing my past in my face like it was the opposite of epic. You have to understand: I've basically become his personal assistant, because he can't handle his own life. I got here out of my old definition of love, only to find out my tanks empty. Relationships run off give and take and I'm selling my soul for room and board.
...
Awkward. So here I am, collecting myself again. I'm going to do things all day that he doesn't approve of. Lol. Things he won't let me do than gets angry for me not having my own life.
Tragic.
I wish you could see how much I'm laughing
I'm hoping I won't need it, but it's looking like I will. I'm calling around trying to get a job over seas.
I gave my man an altumatum last night. The verbal abuse has to stop, or I'm out of here. He seemed to understand, but I believe he is another(drum roll please)
Narsisist.
I attract em like flies. I did enough research to find out why I do so MAYBE just maybe I can start a life somewhere with friends who don't just need me to feed their ego.
Notice I said friends, because I'm sick of thinking I find someone "special" only to find out that they're using me for an energy source. This sickest con in life.
So, after all of this energy sucking, I (as softly as I can) relay to my guy "I don't feel appreciated". So he starts going off on how I can't handle his kids or his life. And throwing my past in my face like it was the opposite of epic. You have to understand: I've basically become his personal assistant, because he can't handle his own life. I got here out of my old definition of love, only to find out my tanks empty. Relationships run off give and take and I'm selling my soul for room and board.
...
Awkward. So here I am, collecting myself again. I'm going to do things all day that he doesn't approve of. Lol. Things he won't let me do than gets angry for me not having my own life.
Tragic.
I wish you could see how much I'm laughing
