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Unfortunately for X - (not his real name, ;) )..... it did not even get in a little... but I learned a LOT about this first time I chose to be brave and transparent. And thank you - ladee! Maybe this will inspire another. But here I feel relatively safe and thank god for all the support I have been getting. The strange date I had Saturday I am still recovering from - just talking and going grocery shopping from my house... but anything at all I put energy into drains me for days. plus I think he has adhd, he is speeding all the time, verbally, thought process, and he even told he he's not a very good listener!) He sent me over 10 txts today finally I kept deleting them and I am not in the mood to talk to him at all. I need recovery time. It was a good exercise, but he's not the match for me, or potential match...I was so lonely I called him...it's very hard to tow the boat alone. We all know what isolating feels like. I already feel pressure from him and I'm OUT if I feel pressured.