raindownonme
New Here
For some odd, my first post I made went into introduction, learning my way around on this support site. Don't know how to get my post over here. Not sure how all this works.
Explained in my other post my brain is spinning so can't focus or concentrate to convey my thinking. The only thing I do know is I hate my PTSD. It is ruining my life and I hate it and I feel helpless & afraid.
Please help me remember my name so I will not forget and lose this site as I have others for not remembering my log on name or password. I think I can remember my password but not my name as I have already forgotton it several times already tonight. I just want the comfort of knowing I have finally found an online group where I am safe as I use to have one years ago and cant find it.
I have not been getting any support for my ptsd in years. Self medicating for years now since 07. Sober tonight though and probably why having such a hard time with a lot, as it is an anniversary date for me. I am not sure do you alert your thread so as to not trigger people? I am afraid to share because I don't want to trigger another. I probably won't be writing anymore tonight and will just try to read. My thoughts and feelings are all over the place and I can't make them clear right now. I have read some other post as a guest last night and there seems to be alot of kindness here on this site. Thank you.
<edited by catjudo for grammar>
Explained in my other post my brain is spinning so can't focus or concentrate to convey my thinking. The only thing I do know is I hate my PTSD. It is ruining my life and I hate it and I feel helpless & afraid.
Please help me remember my name so I will not forget and lose this site as I have others for not remembering my log on name or password. I think I can remember my password but not my name as I have already forgotton it several times already tonight. I just want the comfort of knowing I have finally found an online group where I am safe as I use to have one years ago and cant find it.
I have not been getting any support for my ptsd in years. Self medicating for years now since 07. Sober tonight though and probably why having such a hard time with a lot, as it is an anniversary date for me. I am not sure do you alert your thread so as to not trigger people? I am afraid to share because I don't want to trigger another. I probably won't be writing anymore tonight and will just try to read. My thoughts and feelings are all over the place and I can't make them clear right now. I have read some other post as a guest last night and there seems to be alot of kindness here on this site. Thank you.
<edited by catjudo for grammar>