Sufferer One Continual Crisis

[Chris Williams]

Yet im still not taking it seriously due to used to being invalidated

 

[digger]

Are you able to share a bit more about what's going on for you at the moment so people might be able to support you better? Is there anything specific you feel you need most help with?

being invalidated

How do you feel you have been invalidated, and by who?

 

[Chris Williams]

Im dying

 

[Chris Williams]

Im dying internally

 

[RavenGirl]

I think You need help from a trauma therapist if you feel that far gone ( just my opinion, nothing else). I'd hate for anything bad to happen to you because you let yourself slip to far into "the rabbit hole." Hang in there, as long as you've still got breath in your body it's never to late. :tup::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Chris Williams]

Its too late i broke down the other night and was physically coerced into hospital by the ambulance people and family, the ones who made me like it. Who then told told the docs things about me that werent true so they got the complete wrong idea. I was prodded, poked brain scanned, put on anitbiotics, spinal tapped, none of which was necessary and obv came back negative. Then left in gospital for four days pacing up and down with extreme anxiety. Docs speaking over me to my mum as if i wasnt there while she (borderline) told them a load of nonsense. They now control everything about me, they tell the crisis team stuff so they get the wrong idea, they control my meds, they own my very soul. I' e had that much nonsense thrown at me that i dont know my own mind anymore. Thanks for your help wish id have found this place sooner

 

[RavenGirl]

It's never to late as long as there's breath in our bodies. With that being said, We can only help you so much. The bottom line is this, you have to be willing to help yourself. You have to be willing to get the help you need, to speak to a therapist and let them know what's going on so they can help come up with a plan tailored to you and your situation. I hope when you "get out" maybe you will then be ready and willing to make that step to call a therapist and get the help you so desperately need. Hang in there.