This has been a super embarrassing symptom in the past, I’ve never really brought it up. Although I do not have panic attacks anymore (due to constant dissociation now) I thought of this the other day, it’s like I had felt a glimpse of what it used to feel like for me in my teens. The discomfort of losing control of my bladder.
Has anyone ever experienced peeing just a little bit while having a panic attack/squirming to try to fight it off? (Note, I have been potty trained super young and have never had any issues with it as a child) I used to get this all the time in school, at parties, any place with people when my panic disorder was in full blown. Even just one or two people. unless I had a few drinks in me, I couldn’t ever calm it down till my dissociation came to “save my life” after a few years of torture. I was able to live a little more when the “blanket of fog” disconnected me from it. It was super embarrassing and I would finally find a bathroom and cry. At that time, mental health wasn’t a very common thing to talk about as it is today. I had no idea what was going on. Since I felt that “glimpse” of that the other day, I’d like to know if that’s ever happened to anyone else before and why exactly it happens? Just in case when my ‘fog’ lifts, I’m a little more prepared for if I need to feel those panic attacks again. I’m not sure if it works like that but I want to be prepared.
Thank you in advance.
Has anyone ever experienced peeing just a little bit while having a panic attack/squirming to try to fight it off? (Note, I have been potty trained super young and have never had any issues with it as a child) I used to get this all the time in school, at parties, any place with people when my panic disorder was in full blown. Even just one or two people. unless I had a few drinks in me, I couldn’t ever calm it down till my dissociation came to “save my life” after a few years of torture. I was able to live a little more when the “blanket of fog” disconnected me from it. It was super embarrassing and I would finally find a bathroom and cry. At that time, mental health wasn’t a very common thing to talk about as it is today. I had no idea what was going on. Since I felt that “glimpse” of that the other day, I’d like to know if that’s ever happened to anyone else before and why exactly it happens? Just in case when my ‘fog’ lifts, I’m a little more prepared for if I need to feel those panic attacks again. I’m not sure if it works like that but I want to be prepared.
Thank you in advance.