NoIdeaWhat'sGoingOn
Learning
Hey,
I'm just writing because I can't bear to read the articles about those things. They trigger me to a point where i just think I'm going to throw up because I'm triggered.
So here's what really bothers me: I'm in a pretty serious relationship. And I have no idea what happened in my past but I can't bear much physical contact. Sometimes none. And he takes it as I didn't want to hug him but that's obviously not the case.
I am afraid it's going to kill our relationship. Even though I think our relationship is way deeper than that.
I don't know what happened and that drives me insane. I got very few memories of something.
I would appreciate helpful answers. Thanks.
I'm just writing because I can't bear to read the articles about those things. They trigger me to a point where i just think I'm going to throw up because I'm triggered.
So here's what really bothers me: I'm in a pretty serious relationship. And I have no idea what happened in my past but I can't bear much physical contact. Sometimes none. And he takes it as I didn't want to hug him but that's obviously not the case.
I am afraid it's going to kill our relationship. Even though I think our relationship is way deeper than that.
I don't know what happened and that drives me insane. I got very few memories of something.
I would appreciate helpful answers. Thanks.