Definitely not alone:hug: You can get through this, you've already made it through a lot, we can keep fighting this :)
@FauxLiz I'm a beetle of very little experience, and low standing, here. But, let me tell you what I do when I'm feeling down. I do two or three things, I go to uplifting music that speaks positively to my soul. For me that's Messianic Music from Israel. For you it may be some other type of positive music. It's almost mystical, I can go from being down in the dumps to thanking God for everything he/she's done for me within thirty minutes. It really is remarkable. I don't know what it is, but I think somehow we get off the traintracks we are on, and we get onto a positive wavelength. I think it is all about changing wavelengths and tuning into something that lifts your spirit. And the more you listen, the deeper, and more permenant the change is in feeling and outlook. Try it. It works. I also try to do something creatively artisticly. Painting, drawing, landscaping, or writing that transports me to another happier place. Also, I try reading some epic novels that take me to a different time and place. Somehow we have to learn to see things from a different perspective. Sometimes going somewhere else in your mind,for a while, changes who you are and how you deal with, and interpret, problems. Read Dr. Zchavago (sp?) or Exodus and you will never be the same person again. Get on to a different wavelength. You can can do it. Shalom. :tup:
Sounds like a good friend :) Glad you are with us :)
