People talk about having a sense of purpose and i don't know what i think about that yet but i can think of some things I'd like to do.
I had a purpose, goals and simply put I lost them all. I have felt very lost without them and I can't reclaim them which devastated me. I really don't feel I value anymore to be blunt. So why I get up in the morning is the little things. I figure I can always "check out" but I do love a sunset, laying in a patch of sun through a window on a freezing cold day. I've mentioned this before but I reclaimed some things from my childhood, like learning to ride a bike. I feel most at peace when I am outside..... when I am climbing up a ridge somewhere...I sat quietly not long ago and a road runner popped up maybe 4 feet away from me and "talked". I had no idea they could make such noises! She may have been yelling at me but her language was amazing. I do my best to tread lightly on the earth so I figure I can take up some space to enjoy these things for no other reason than that.
All of them, star dust.
I loved what you said. I think science, nature is magic and as a "conclusion" still incredible.
@Lionheart777 its not stupid. Its actually beautiful you can think that way.
I "second" not stupid :-)