I sometimes feel like I'm not enough. My past traumas left me feeling unlovable and worthless. I go to stores and any bad tone or attitude from cashiers or people makes me feel sad and even worse about myself. I struggle with setting boundaries so I am vulnerable to bullying especially at work.
I went through work descrimination (remarks about my "dark" brown skin color as Latina, called slow-I'm dyslexic, insinuated going to be slapped on my face for dropping something, laughing at my hair, and other stuff) and when I reported it I felt gaslighted that it was all in my head. These people who hurt me at work got promoted and get favortism from my supervisor.
All of my relationships end up with them cheating or violently hurting me. I'm working on building on healthier relationships in therapy. However, I feel deep down like no one will want me because of my my mental illnesses and men will see it as baggage. One of my life dreams is to get married and have a family. I'm about to turn 35 years old and I'm a virgin waiting for sex till marriage due to my Christian beliefs and values so that alone already limits my dating pool.
Any tips on how to navigate the dating world while suffering with PTSD (generalized anxiety disorder, depression, and social anxiety)? Any advice would be appreciated
I went through work descrimination (remarks about my "dark" brown skin color as Latina, called slow-I'm dyslexic, insinuated going to be slapped on my face for dropping something, laughing at my hair, and other stuff) and when I reported it I felt gaslighted that it was all in my head. These people who hurt me at work got promoted and get favortism from my supervisor.
All of my relationships end up with them cheating or violently hurting me. I'm working on building on healthier relationships in therapy. However, I feel deep down like no one will want me because of my my mental illnesses and men will see it as baggage. One of my life dreams is to get married and have a family. I'm about to turn 35 years old and I'm a virgin waiting for sex till marriage due to my Christian beliefs and values so that alone already limits my dating pool.
Any tips on how to navigate the dating world while suffering with PTSD (generalized anxiety disorder, depression, and social anxiety)? Any advice would be appreciated

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