Relationship after years of sexual abuse

[Givrali]

I start to really want to have a girlfriend. I need having that special kind of person with me.

Except the only romantic thing i had was one side love and being sexually abused by my brother.

I don't even know what I can handle.

Where do I start to work towards having a girlfriend in the future?

 

[Givrali]

I can't reach this girls on the group. They're too far away. Is giving up at this point just "stopping before trying " ?

No one hear you cry at 1am alone in your bed

I decided to not quit lesbienne group this night because I'm too upset to trust myself now