self-destruction

Theasylumsystem

Theasylumsystem

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today sucks. I relapsed with my self-harm and I don't even know why I did it. Today wasn't particularly bad, yet here I am. I'm so f*cking angry at myself and everyone else. I feel it in my bones and it won't f*cking stop. I'm so angry and depressed. Is this life worth living? I don't know. I need help to do basic things. I'll always need help with basic things. What's the point? Sorry if this is triggering
 
Friday said:
Sounds like you just discovered the reasons you self harmed.

You’re still fighting. That doesn’t always, or even often, look pretty.
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Yeah I'm between therapists at the moment and I think that it's a major reason I'm having such a rough time right now
 
Theasylumsystem said:
Yeah, I'm just disappointed to be so disabled. It's frustrating not remembering to do basic things like bathing and eating. I feel like an intelligent person but I'm trapped in this body and mind that's broken.
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Welcome to the club...........But when you find the help you need - it isn't for forever....
 

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