self-destruction

[Theasylumsystem]

today sucks. I relapsed with my self-harm and I don't even know why I did it. Today wasn't particularly bad, yet here I am. I'm so f*cking angry at myself and everyone else. I feel it in my bones and it won't f*cking stop. I'm so angry and depressed. Is this life worth living? I don't know. I need help to do basic things. I'll always need help with basic things. What's the point? Sorry if this is triggering

 

[Sues]

Hello, I'm sorry that you're hurting. I can relate to what you're going through. I don't have answers for you. I just wanted to say that I'm here with you. You're not alone.

 

[Friday]

I'm so angry and depressed. Is this life worth living? I don't know. I need help to do basic things.

Sounds like you just discovered the reasons you self harmed.

You’re still fighting. That doesn’t always, or even often, look pretty.

 

[Theasylumsystem]

Hello, I'm sorry that you're hurting. I can relate to what you're going through. I don't have answers for you. I just wanted to say that I'm here with you. You're not alone.

Thank you <3 I appreciate it. I'm here with you too.

 

[Theasylumsystem]

Sounds like you just discovered the reasons you self harmed.

You’re still fighting. That doesn’t always, or even often, look pretty.

Yeah I'm between therapists at the moment and I think that it's a major reason I'm having such a rough time right now

 

[EveHarrington]

It’s ok to need help with basic things.

 

[Theasylumsystem]

It’s ok to need help with basic things.

Yeah, I'm just disappointed to be so disabled. It's frustrating not remembering to do basic things like bathing and eating. I feel like an intelligent person but I'm trapped in this body and mind that's broken.

 

[Freddyt]

Yeah, I'm just disappointed to be so disabled. It's frustrating not remembering to do basic things like bathing and eating. I feel like an intelligent person but I'm trapped in this body and mind that's broken.

Welcome to the club...........But when you find the help you need - it isn't for forever....