Setting Boundaries

[Ice_Fire]

Setting boundaries and walking away
Accepting it’s not my fault is difficult
I’m taking the blame anyway
You left your mark but it can’t be seen
I love you because you are you
But I hate you too and I wish you were dead
Revenge would be sweet but I won’t get it
Because ‘it’s all in my head’ and I’m better off dead
In hell where I belong
I ramble and rant at everything and nothing
Emotional to the point I feel nothing
Remembering things that never happened
I want to scream ‘F*** you!’
Exactly how you used to.
My stomach is sick and I’m feeling weak
I need to tell but I’m scared to speak
You control my mind, my body, my very being
Stuck in the past, wishing the memories never came back
I want to kill you but it wouldn’t be enough
I’m gonna show you the new me
The one you can’t control
I’m moving forward without my past
Saving the best until last
My stomach is sick and I’m feeling weak
I need to tell but I’m scared to speak

 

[Ice_Fire]

I don't actually remember writing this...according to my pc, I wrote it 18months ago!
I should take my own advice :oops:

 

[MedicAsh]

Great job! I really like that.

Ash

 

[Ice_Fire]

Great job! I really like that.

Thank you :)

 

[Lucycat]

That reads like it would go well to music. Did you mean it to be a song?

 

[Ice_Fire]

No, I didn't...well, I don't think I did, I don't actually remember writing it...:thinking:, I'll see if I can come up with some music for it :) Thanks

 

[stormy]

Ice, honestly this is so great! I felt every word intensly! I understand, I feel it!!!!!

 

[Ice_Fire]

Thanks Stormy!!!

 

[stormy]

I just read this again. WOW!!!!! It truly hit the spot that I relate to. You are very talented in putting emotions, however far off from your actual ability to feel, onto paper. I definitely appreciated you sharing this!