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jessica Fargo
About two months ago I went to a party with a few friends. I was pretty intoxicated and was having a normal conversation with a guy there. Next thing you know we're the only ones in the kitchen and he asked me to kiss him. I said no. He then kissed me out of nowhere and we continue kissing, walking to a bedroom. I'm on the bed and he's on top of me but I clearly remember telling him "I don't want to have sex" he said okay that it was fine but still continued to kiss me. His hands are in my pants and I kept saying no and stop. Because I didn't want it to go any further. I don't remember how this happened; but all of a sudden my pants were halfway off and he's still on top of me. I continued saying I didn't want to have sex. He ignored me and I then felt him inside me. I told him "stop chill" and he went on saying that we were already there so why stop. I felt scared and pressured. I then told him I wouldn't have sex without a condom on. I got the condom from my purse, and gave it to him. He then pretended to put it on and again put it inside of me. I stopped him asking him if he had the condom on and he said he did. I checked and he didn't. I told him he was a liar and to get off of me and he said "I don't like condoms." I pushed him off and he grabbed my arm saying he wasn't finished. I still managed to get away from him and went to the restroom. I just am not sure if I was raped. I feel like I could have done more in that situation.
