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So Frustrated With Ptsd Interfering With Studying

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Times must have changed - I remember when I done nursing we were one of the first guinea pigs to do the new degree course - and the amount of role play that we done for communication was enough to make me want to avoid role play - let alone the PTSD!

Like you, we had a mixture of continuous assessments, exams and then we had competency assessments that must be passed on clinical placements. Brings me back!

I have to agree, continuous assessments gives you far more structure and they are a much better format of academic assessment. There's, also there's the fact that you dont have to study everything under the sun, and trawl through past exam papers in the hope that you may get some divine wisdom into what's going to appear in the actual exam paper.

Sometimes with exams - its just pure hit and miss - and alot also depends on how you feel on the day! I know for my second degree and even in nursing we use to get good tips from the lecturer's on what was coming up in the written exams - some lecturers were quite generous with their tips...either that or they felt we were all a bunch of no hopers and we were all going to fail if we didnt get the tips:).

I was the same, I only disclosed what was going on to a few close friends in college...I saw no need to tell them, other than three close friends at the time! For me, it wasnt important that any of my class mates knew, alot were much younger than me second time around, and there was also a privacy issues - and then again very few would have known what PTSD was!

Its important however, that college and your work placements know - and its not that you get special treatment - its so you can get the supports to finish you placements, do your assignments to the best of your ability, and gain your qualification which is your ultimate aim in the end. It's in their interest that you qualify!

Its good that you take time out - there's only so much study and work - and sometimes you just need time to chill! When I think back on it, my college day's were the best - I've got some good memories to hold onto in the midst of all the dispair that was actually going on at the time. And the best reward of all is graduation day - and when you log onto the website and see you've passed your finals! In my day, they use to post all our results up on the college notice board along with our names before they finally copped onto using std number's:eek:!
 
Oh Lord! When we were training it used to be our numbers on a wall with our results. We can get them online now.

I'm qualified 7 years now. I'm in year one of the masters program so a lot of it is self-directed and work based learning and then writing up big assignments on them! I'm quite enjoying the course because it is a lot more practical than other masters programs in the country. I'm actually learning about what I am doing and why I am doing it rather than spinning out 1000's of words on something that I will never use in practice.

I'm taking some time off of work around the time of the exam so hopefully that will help increase the likelyhood of being in a good mood around the time!
 
Trust me to get it wrong! I am qualified 16 years now....hard to believe its that long...even after all these years....I still regard myself as a nurse....even though to some extent I feel alienated from it all. I only managed to get three years actual practice after I qualified...big long story!

Over here...alot of the Masters are purely academic based learning....and we seem to have the problem of over-demand vs. under-supply...coupled with health service cut-backs in funding courses related to any sort of professional development. I couldnt get over when I came back that you didnt even need to do a certain number of courses in order to re-qualify for professional registration....it was so unlike the system where I trained.

With our undergrad courses, we've had intakes of over 1,500 per annum, and now most of the newly qualifed nurses are emmigrating because on qualification...there's no job for them....we really do great planning in terms of our future employment needs...! Before that we had our Minister for health going abroad trying to recruit overseas nurses!

I have to say when I was in training, I enjoyed the practical placements...you'd then see first hand the extent of theory vs. practice gap:D!

May I ask - what Master's are you doing - in what area of nursing? I went back to uni and done social policy, sociology and archaeology. That went down like a lead balloon with my nursing colleagues at the time - they couldnt understand why I didnt do a nursing related course - like midwifery etc...I then had to explain that social policy is related to nursing!

After managing to get all my first year exams, I dropped sociology and then done my degree in social policy and archaeology. Archaeology was more of a leisure subject and we had a good few student field trips (a good de-stressor). I originally, wanted to do social work but had to re-evaluate my options after what happened....that was kinda forced on me by uni. I found my particular niche in social policy, kinda excelled, and its easy when you love a subject, and I have to say there's nothing like seeing how things are actually done from the inside. Puts in context the politics and ideologies that is health services. I done my Master's in the same subject - and I then kinda focused in on health law. Funny the way things turn out in the end!
 
Oh Lord!!! I'm thinking now you may be in the same country as me when you referred to the no jobs, health minister going abroad and the narrow mindness of nurses!!

By any chance is the health minister not a picture of a healthy living person and indulges in expensive haircuts at the expense of the state?

Doing it in mental health specialising in rehab and recovery.
 
Yep all that, and you forgot about the get out of jail clause that became so infamous with her ministerial office now "that's a matter for the HSE"! Another monolith that was created purely to divert away from her taking any political responsibility - but dont get me started on that one.

As a side issue, I'd be interesting hearing your experience of interacting with trauma services here....total lack of knowledge and expertise are words that come to mind around PTSD!
 
LOL!

What a small world!

To be honest, there doesn't seem to be much of a service out there for people who have been through trauma. Doctors just seemed obsessed with a diagnosis and medicating it. There really isn't any support other than that. With the cuts it has made it impossible for people to get access to CBT or psychologists unless you have private health insurance and live in the right place. How have you found it?

I have been lucky that my G.P. is really supportive and really seems to know his stuff. A lot more so than any of the psychiatrists that I have worked along side!

My counsellor is fairly good but she is of the opinion that I have PTS rather than PTSD. Maybe it is because I haven't yet been totally honest with all the things that go on in my head, maybe it is because we haven't had the chance to get into the nitty gritty with all the things happening over the past year that have deflected from recovering fully from my past and getting back my self-esteem.

What area of nursing do you work in?
 
I use to be in general, but the assault scuppered that career.

How have I found psych services - lets just say - I could run quite happily with my anger - and save a huge proportion on the public sector wage bill for a couple of psychiatrists:mad:! I've been dismissed and a number of doc's have misdiagnosed me - and if I am totally honest, I'd love to shuff a couple of DSM's right in front of their faces and ask them which part of this DSM do you not actually understand. I think I may meet the anger criterion;).

It's been quite frustrating but having said that if I am one of the lucky ones - I've got the necessary background and knowledge to plod on through the crap - but I cant help but think what other people must be going through - how many more are suffering needlessly at the hands of our so called cinderella services.

I've learned so much about this disorder over the years - purely out of necessity and pure survival. Your lucky that you have contacts in the services, it seems like I am continuously having to break down walls and fight against the system! Then you know that there are some doc's who are totally receptive to patients who are empowered - you just cant win! My GP is quite supportive - but nevertheless its way beyond their depth, and they readily admit it.
Like you say, the heavy focus seems to be on pharmaceutical management - that's the quick fix management solution in response to inadequate psychological services. Psychological services have only brought me so far - I just feel they are not equipped. In terms of international comparisions and designated trauma units we're way behind - we've alot to learn from how services operate abroad! I just dont think that the expertise exists here....that's been my experience anyway.
 
How do you feel about giving up your career because of the assault?

I have considered moving far away but in the end, I've faced worse, I've survived worse and I love everything else about my current situation in life. I don't think I could actually leave where I am!
 
Tbh, its been very hard to accept....and especially when it comes down to shortcomings in health and safety and the failure of persons you worked with. So much for a duty of care! Its not only about the job though, its about your career, ambitions, independence, financial security, self-esteem etc. I think the best descriptor of how I feel is alienation! And typically, services here dont deal with vocational assessment or rehab. That's another criticism that I have of services - they are not holistic and there is no integrated response. Its the typical bio medical model...they dont seem to recognise the psycho-social element of the whole person.
 
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