My fiance and I have been having it out lately. The anger is seemingly boiling over with him. When we got together I wasn't sure he had PTSD and I convinced him to go seek help and it has helped but not without issues to reactions to certain meds. He talks to a counselor but is convinced its doing nothing and I am not sure how much more I can handle. The anger is always there and lately its gotten worse. I found out he cares for me but doesn't love me or what love is, he says I will leave him at some point in our future, he says he is on his way to crazy town. He has two emotions anger and depression.
Suicidal thoughts are always there and but he says he would never act on him as it is cowardly and he is not a coward. We aren't currently living together and wont be for a few more months, I wonder if it will get better if we live together or worse. We recently had a fight and he scared me, he was so angry and unpredictable. It seems at times he is almost loving the fact he is "crazy" as he calls it. Each day he claims he slips further into crazy and today I was informed that its not going to get better and he might as well end up in a mental hospital. I don't hold it against him as he has told me what he has gone through, I just don't know what to do anymore. He is on paxil and the recently uped his dosage in january and I wondered if that would be a cause of the increase anger and irratic behavior, but honestly I don't know. I am lost and need guidance.
Suicidal thoughts are always there and but he says he would never act on him as it is cowardly and he is not a coward. We aren't currently living together and wont be for a few more months, I wonder if it will get better if we live together or worse. We recently had a fight and he scared me, he was so angry and unpredictable. It seems at times he is almost loving the fact he is "crazy" as he calls it. Each day he claims he slips further into crazy and today I was informed that its not going to get better and he might as well end up in a mental hospital. I don't hold it against him as he has told me what he has gone through, I just don't know what to do anymore. He is on paxil and the recently uped his dosage in january and I wondered if that would be a cause of the increase anger and irratic behavior, but honestly I don't know. I am lost and need guidance.
