Im really trying my best to be brave. To not predict the future to all gloom and to catastophy thinking that itll all go to hell based upon former experiences.
And maybe - just maybe - if I were in this alone I could make it fairly well.
But Im not. Im on welfare on workforce program. Today I had yet another measure appointment with counsler and yet again it was not so very constructive. We both try our best to play the roles of social work vs client, but it get kinda fony when welfare doesnt have any welfare programs to offer based upon a individual need. In addition they dont accept that Ive taken upon further education as part of the getting more qualified to get a job and be back to the work force some day hopefully soon. Counsler said straight out that me now being in school means I can loose my welfare fare workforce program money.
What I need to do is make a formal applicant to welfare office and apply for being allowed to take an education course as part of a plan to rehabilitate and be able to work and provide for my self again 100 %.
When I came home from meeting after a little bit of googling about that Im not allowed education Ive found out that I must study the laws and regualtions further on this. It seems legislations are complicated around this theme and if I write it wrong they can deny me the right to continue my current studies.
Thing is that even do I dont like to be a martyr - I dont like to complain and say poor old me (I probably complain do despite saying I dont like it) BUT its all getting a bit much tasks and obligations. Im attending two schools at the moment to get enchanse possibilites at work market as quik as its possible. I need atleast a 60 & job to be safe If I dont recive welfare. Trying to make an effort to apply for work and do job interwiews. A lot of homework. Renting out living room. Takin care of my self inbeteween.
I dont know - this became a blurry post. I dont know where I want to go with writing this. Im scared that I will not be able to get out of the system.
Ive promised my self to be clever like and assasinid and I failed at the social worker meeting today. PTSS triggered de lux and the way I behaved dosent enchanse possibilies for social worker to want to contribute either. I failed not plaaying the game of being a good client and in so I let my self done. My income is based upon that I manage to be on their field and lying as much as they do.
Im just scare that I will get lost in all this and not get a job cause I eventuallu drown in welfare misery.
Post send quik.
And maybe - just maybe - if I were in this alone I could make it fairly well.
But Im not. Im on welfare on workforce program. Today I had yet another measure appointment with counsler and yet again it was not so very constructive. We both try our best to play the roles of social work vs client, but it get kinda fony when welfare doesnt have any welfare programs to offer based upon a individual need. In addition they dont accept that Ive taken upon further education as part of the getting more qualified to get a job and be back to the work force some day hopefully soon. Counsler said straight out that me now being in school means I can loose my welfare fare workforce program money.
What I need to do is make a formal applicant to welfare office and apply for being allowed to take an education course as part of a plan to rehabilitate and be able to work and provide for my self again 100 %.
When I came home from meeting after a little bit of googling about that Im not allowed education Ive found out that I must study the laws and regualtions further on this. It seems legislations are complicated around this theme and if I write it wrong they can deny me the right to continue my current studies.
Thing is that even do I dont like to be a martyr - I dont like to complain and say poor old me (I probably complain do despite saying I dont like it) BUT its all getting a bit much tasks and obligations. Im attending two schools at the moment to get enchanse possibilites at work market as quik as its possible. I need atleast a 60 & job to be safe If I dont recive welfare. Trying to make an effort to apply for work and do job interwiews. A lot of homework. Renting out living room. Takin care of my self inbeteween.
I dont know - this became a blurry post. I dont know where I want to go with writing this. Im scared that I will not be able to get out of the system.
Ive promised my self to be clever like and assasinid and I failed at the social worker meeting today. PTSS triggered de lux and the way I behaved dosent enchanse possibilies for social worker to want to contribute either. I failed not plaaying the game of being a good client and in so I let my self done. My income is based upon that I manage to be on their field and lying as much as they do.
Im just scare that I will get lost in all this and not get a job cause I eventuallu drown in welfare misery.
Post send quik.
