Hi I'm new on here just seeing what . A little over two years ago I fell or was chased from a fourth floor window of a tower block, I broke and fracture almost every rib ,my left knee cap was broken into five peices also right knee into 6 peices. I spent nearly five weeks in a coma and fractured my elbow had my lung drained and also had a fractured eye socket and broke my jaw in 7 places ? I now suffer and been diagnosed with Cptsd I've struggled for two years and now because of my anxiety and decision making I lost my ex partner in December last year I suffer day and night I try staying awake because I hate the flashbacks and severe fear of dying fear that someone is gonna try and hurt me I sleep only when my body shuts down I then ended up homeless after mum n dad couldn't cope I'm now all alone and feel I have no one and am still waiting after all this time for mental health services to help I couldn't walk for two years and in pain still now every day constant reminder of what happened I can't stand sudden noises creaking doors slamming doors or shouting and feel like I can't trust even the closest of freinds sometimes I'll question everything any one asks me I've had episodes where I've even made a cab driver take me to police station cos I didn't trust him I feel stupid and embarrassed after these episodes but still it reacurres time and time again and it doesn't warn me it can happen anywhere all of a sudden I'm sick of being alone and scared and I feel hopeless and that I'll never be me ever again I also worry I'm gonna completely lose my mind sometimes I'm currently awaiting other diagnoses after an MRI scan recently and problems with the sight in my right eye thanks for listening x
