Yes, Pandora, Hang in there.
Like someone told me once: When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on! Too bad I was absent from day-camp when they taught knot-tying, lol!
You can get through this, one day at a time, maybe one hour at a time. We'll all support you as much as we can.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
skyp