AngelKeeperJ
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(((@mumstheword )))
Many ((( :hug: :hug: :hug: ))) to you, a BEAUTIFUL example of how God can turn bad things into good things for His glory and for the good in our own lives!
You are a LOVING MUM who is ALWAYS VASTLY interested and invested in your children! They know they are LOVED beyond measure, and THAT makes up for mistakes that we think we have made with our kids. You kept yourself alive for them when you didn't want to live for yourself...
You have SO much talent and creativity in you that is lovely to read and in a way, get to be a part of your healing journey. Your spirit shine bright here in the Forum!
I do know that it's hard to accept kind words from other people, and you may hear a "voice" inside you saying "but they don't KNOW me" or "I don't deserve love and kindness." THOSE messages were "installed" into your (((little))) self's growing brain and soul, leaving you with a horrible sense of guilt and shame. That was WRONG! Those voices and messages are WRONG!!!:tdown:
BUT, You are pursuing good mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual health, because the BEST gift that you can give your children and your hunny, is a HEALTHY YOUYou WILL succeed in a GLORIOUS WAY... And this journey has to be taken before you get there. You are learning the tools to help your children overcome their obstacles. Experience (even bad) is the best teacher!
Even though you frequently feel heavy with all the intense thoughts and feelings, you ARE able to feel the good and sweet stuff, too. Even though those feelings don't stay at the "top" of your emotional "cup", they ARE in your FOREVER memory bank!:hug::hug::hug: Eventually, there will be MORE YEARS of GOOD than bad! It IS coming!
There is always SO much I want to say to you... But I would have to write a novel to get it all in. In person, I could talk your leg off.:D
Have an AWESOME day, and remind yourself often that YOU ARE LOVED!!!
Many ((( :hug: :hug: :hug: ))) to you, a BEAUTIFUL example of how God can turn bad things into good things for His glory and for the good in our own lives!
You are a LOVING MUM who is ALWAYS VASTLY interested and invested in your children! They know they are LOVED beyond measure, and THAT makes up for mistakes that we think we have made with our kids. You kept yourself alive for them when you didn't want to live for yourself...
You have SO much talent and creativity in you that is lovely to read and in a way, get to be a part of your healing journey. Your spirit shine bright here in the Forum!
I do know that it's hard to accept kind words from other people, and you may hear a "voice" inside you saying "but they don't KNOW me" or "I don't deserve love and kindness." THOSE messages were "installed" into your (((little))) self's growing brain and soul, leaving you with a horrible sense of guilt and shame. That was WRONG! Those voices and messages are WRONG!!!:tdown:
BUT, You are pursuing good mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual health, because the BEST gift that you can give your children and your hunny, is a HEALTHY YOUYou WILL succeed in a GLORIOUS WAY... And this journey has to be taken before you get there. You are learning the tools to help your children overcome their obstacles. Experience (even bad) is the best teacher!
Even though you frequently feel heavy with all the intense thoughts and feelings, you ARE able to feel the good and sweet stuff, too. Even though those feelings don't stay at the "top" of your emotional "cup", they ARE in your FOREVER memory bank!:hug::hug::hug: Eventually, there will be MORE YEARS of GOOD than bad! It IS coming!
There is always SO much I want to say to you... But I would have to write a novel to get it all in. In person, I could talk your leg off.:D
Have an AWESOME day, and remind yourself often that YOU ARE LOVED!!!