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mumstheword
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I'm sorry @Swift . I feel like I'm notoriously horrible at handling kindness well. I feel so overwhelmed and like there must be a different me perceived to the one I feel like. How can this be? It's always so foreign feeling, to be seen and still not shunned. So surprising and I often want to distance myself from that strange sense of self that might not be so guilty, repugnant and shunnable. I hope I haven't offended you so much. I'm waiting for the rejection and the condemnation, even though that hurts so, why and how it it that I haven't completely blown it here already? I want a world of love and kindness but how can.I get used to receiving? Thank you and I'm sorry for my silly, awkward "houso" behavior. I'm a total weirdo. You however, deserve utter respect, and graciousness. I do think highly of you.This times a million.
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