crazyhorse69
Bronze Member
It may be to late already, but you could get in your car and go to a nice hotel and stay there for a while, relax by the pool or hot tub, meet new people that bring positive influence into your life, instead of keeping all the problematic people in your life. What you have to do, above all else is take care of yourself and stop abandoning yourself and placing yourself at the mercy of some very sick and twisted people.