Thinking About Self Harming

[Casey_03]

I haven't self harmed in years, haven't even had urges. I also haven't opened up to anyone this much in years but I made the mistake of doing it and the consequences are disastrous. I can't stop thinking about plunging a knife into my neck or hanging myself.

 

[Stickler]

Um...you opened up and the consequences are disastrous?

Can you elaborate?

And if you are in danger of acting on those thoughts, go to a hospital.

 

[Casey_03]

I got involved with someone I actually cared about and was able to fully open up to. He knew everything about me, even the ugly side of me, and he accepted it. And I thought we had a future but he just abandoned me. In the cruelest way possible. First time in a decade I've opened up that much.

 

[Stickler]

That's on him, not you.

Please do not lash out at yourself because he let you down.

 

[Stickler]

Going back to sleep here.
I do not want you to harm yourself.
If you need urgent person-to-person help and you have no friends handy to help?
Please call a crisis line, or as I said, hospital.

PM me if you want to, as well?