Yomeko-chan,
It's important to honor your feelings, whether they be to pursue therapy or not. Sometimes we're ready; sometimes not. I'm rooting for you whichever direction you go in. Just make sure you follow what your gut is telling you.
PS, I also have an amateur therapist bf at home. It's hard for the poor guy - knowing everything about everything has to be such a burden! ;-) But when it counts, he is able to admit when he's wrong so I try to go easy on him. :)
It's important to honor your feelings, whether they be to pursue therapy or not. Sometimes we're ready; sometimes not. I'm rooting for you whichever direction you go in. Just make sure you follow what your gut is telling you.
PS, I also have an amateur therapist bf at home. It's hard for the poor guy - knowing everything about everything has to be such a burden! ;-) But when it counts, he is able to admit when he's wrong so I try to go easy on him. :)