Venting Room

[TLight]

Way to go Mina!

 

[trapped]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:wall::wall::wall::wall::wall:

That is all.

 

[rock+climber]

I need therapy. Too much is enough.

 

[WorkingThruIt]

I seem to have bad luck with antidepressants. I tried Celexa and then Effexor and had weird side effects. Doc said I am likely to have similar problems with all the SSRIs and SNRIs, so I can't take any of them. I started trazadone yesterday and had another unusual side effect, so the doc took me off of it. This is so annoying and I feel like a freak. Why do I get the completely obscure side effects? Damn!

 

[TLight]

I feel like I'm bringing others down and I don't deserve to be around anyone.

 

[blackdove]

I don't know how to vent yet - that's probably a bad sign!!

 

[trapped]

I love my friends, but sometimes I need space. Ok, I often need space.

A friend who I haven't seen in almost a year came last night to visit and crash at my place... til Tuesday >.< I'm ALREADY sick of her. And she didn't come til almost 11pm. And she visited for a bit, then slept. And I was sick of her by 7:30am... heck, I was sick of her before she got here! :( To be fair to her, I was dealing with a lot of stuff from Friday's therapy session and wasn't feeling up to visitors... this morning when she got up, she just unloaded all her own personal issues on me, to where her talking about stuff was making ME feel anxious. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG!

 

[anglico2024]

Did Anybody Blow Up Today? Triggers

I did, and when it happens I don't care who gets hurt. My brother asked :poke: for it.

 

[trapped]

It's only 10am and I already feel like having a drink or punching a brick wall. :(

 

[SunnyBrookFarm]

If have to hear ONE MORE TIME - how much you love your new job and how you have no stress anymore - I am seriously going to slap you. Must be nice - since you're the one that told me I couldn't quit my job - because the money is too good.

I think you know where you can stick your stress-free job!!!!

 

[TLight]

I want to be done with PTSD and dealing with getting drugs, filling out 'poor' papers, trying to deal with my student loans, being treated like the bottom of humanity............
I want to be able to deal with stress better............don't think I ever will be able to though.

 

[Tessa]

Feeling Really Down

I feel so down I want to go and curl up by myself. There have been triggers and I have stopped formal therapy.

Tessa