What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel like all I can see is positives in suicide nearly no negatives, except for myself maybe and that doesn't seem to matter, if anything feels like Win-Win. Can't recall what to think of otherwise except I promised not to. Know you're not supposed to act on negative feelings.

Have no voice. Even bus drove past stop, (still stopped, forced myself to call out loudly) and nothing. Voice that is never heard.
 
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Lionheart

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😕 Not gonna settle here not sure how to move from here just yet
I hope this is helpful. They (doctors and therapists) tell me the fastest way to move thru something is to accept where you are, feel the emotions, watch for negative thoughts, and remember that accepting something is not the same as liking it. You don't have to like where you are to accept it and move forward. Again I hope this is helpful. It has worked for me but it may not work for you, but I am hopeful.

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I am feeling hopeful about the senior apartments that I have been looking into, physically tired and achy, but still, I am in a pretty good mood.
 
I realize I am totally alone, and feel the weight of the world. on my shoulders. In my hour of need there was no one, not even for a word. Aware of the feeling of finality of this turning point. Feel defeated in the game of life.

Eta, I know this feeling of being alone, the same as when I was a child. Still where or how it was, exactly the same.

Tired to fake it today, but I will, as always. Someone nicknamed me Bubbles yesterday.
 
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