Isopated. Like constipated only for too much isolation.
That's such a scary place for me, personally.Numb. Dissociation has really been biting my ass. I just don’t have it in me to feel my reality so just numb numb and more numb. Brain is super foggy
I am safe I am currently still in hospital. Things have gotten really dark. Thank you for sharing your experience, it’s nice to not feel like a complete crazy person, to no feel completely alone.Are you safe? When I am numb, I am impulsive. I act in self-destructive ways. If I get numb, I check myself into the hospital. I go straight to the ER. I explain that I am unsafe with myself. They keep me until I can go home again.
I get quite similar than this. One I was standing on sand and I swear I could see every little granule of sand. Another time, I was laying on grass, and there was a shard of grass, and it was towering over me, this piece of grass was the only thing I could see. Gets super trippy. I’m glad you have a plan for when you feel like this.I do not feel anything when I am numb. Colors are more bright. Sometimes, they're more dull. I've learned to recognize what it looks like, because I do not feel it. I am unaffected by everything. I'm sure it's different for every person