I am feeling better all the way around. My illness is not worrying me like it was before. I am trusting in the everlasting arms of the Lord and the hands of the doctors and surgeons who are to help me through it.
Why is it so hard to feel anything. When I try it's just an empty feeling even if I'm crying I don't really understand why when it's just a pit in my stomach. I hope one day I can identify with my feelings.