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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

i am feeling very frightened. I am expecting another trigger from my boyfriend tomorrow.
I am feeling guilty that I am actively looking for this trigger. I know I can avoid it, but I do not feel safe not knowing exactly what he has been up to so I am going to spy on his computer use and this will cause me to trigger.
I feel out of control
I feel weak and vulnerable.
I feel extremely ugly, physically. I feel repulsive
 
I feeling trepadatious, anxious, quiet!! I haven't written much here in the last couple of weeks. Have been in pain, off and on, due to anxiety and tension. My back, head and face is where I feel it the most. I'm so used to keeping everything bottled up inside.

It's hard to learn how to let it out. I want you all to know that I appreciate you and thank you for all the support. (((((((AngelaMarie)))))))):)
 
Caring momma let it all out girl! I'm spilling it! lol. I havent been able to let it out in forever! lol
I'm use to keeping everything bottled inside to but not anymore, I'm letting it roll hehe.
Same. I seem to revert back to this whenever I take steps to learn to express my feelings verbally. I can paint them, and if I journal for long enough I can express them verbally for a while, but I've found I tend to revert back to what I am used to at some point...which is frustrating. I make progress, and then BAM...back to square one.:(

Will I ever be able to not bottle feelings?
 
(and now I feel I just took a big dump on this thread... but I can say here what I can't say anywhere else):(

Gee' Albatross, you just made me laugh and smile :D !

So sorry you feel so lousy! Sending you a Hug Albatross, ....and I do hope you feel better!

Btw, this is one refreshing smelling dump :D, because nobody gets hurt, many may identify and it's honestly how you feel right now. Smiles, take it easy and hang in there.

Hope
 

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