What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CraftyCath]

Tired after a bad night sleep. Expecting a visitor today so very anxious about that.

 

[amethist]

Really chuffed with my husband right now.

He is struggling with the effect of his morning meds, and with the drop in dosage, but has still managed to do some work on the back brake of his bike.

OK so I have bits all over the kitchen floor, but that is a small price to pay, to see him so engrossed in something he likes doing.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel very anxious. I am seeing a specialist consultant this afternoon. All to do with my compensation claim from my accident.

How do I convey the affect this has had on my life, all the things I can no longer do? T and I worked at me accepting what I can do now and now I must relive what I used to be able to do. I'm scared it will trigger the demons again.

 

[Loloma]

((((KP))))

Say it how it is, you can do it. Stay strong, my thoughts are with you.

 

[jo may]

Today I'm feeling a lot of pain but that's nothing new, saw my doctor he made noises like he gave a shit but still feel I was fobbed off.

This is one I hate feeling but I'm feeling it in a BIG way today, I feel totally rejected by my mum. I want to cry but I don't think I have any tears left. I phoned my best friend to talk as she is in the same boat with her mum.

I also feel really angry at my mum, she's spent so much time looking down her nose at me and disapproving of me for my drinking and going out. Yet she tell's me in a happy chit chatty way that she took my sister out and got her pi$$ed!!!! But must have realised I was upset as she covered her ass pretty quickly, saying 'oh I couldn't have taken you, you'd have had no where to sit'. I mean WTF am I meant to buy that crap?

I think I'm going to go back to sleep and trying to just sleep this crappy feeling off as I don't want to feel like this for the rest of the day:(:cry::cry::(

 

[Sazza]

Hugs to all.

Today I feel blah had go to medical assessment this morning I was so nervous and hate way twist things. I didn't say half how things affect me just wanted get out I mean how do u explain how things affect you. I just want curl up in a ball so tired lost my mojo don't want do anything feeling total apathy. Everything is an effort still waiting for letters for meeting for work, hate how it all waiting game. The worry isn't helping I hate feeling apathetic.

Sazza

 

[KP the nut]

I feel I want to cry for my lost life but the tears won't come. H, I love you more than words can say, you are my protector thank you so much for staying by my side.

 

[CraftyCath]

:cry: Know what is like to want to cry, to need to cry but not being able to. The visit from m,y friend went well but I'm so tired now. I exhaust myself just staying vigilant and trying to stay with the conversation.

((((KP))), ((((Sazza)))) What are we like, honestly we should find a nice, warm, padded, soundproof room; all go in , shut the door and have a big moan and let the tears flow!

 

[Roline]

Today I'm feeling better after getting more sleep last night :D

 

[lifeguard17]

Today I'm feeling ... like I need to keep everything small. I'm feeling fragile, not looking forward to my flatmates getting home!

 

[laurah]

I feel excited, scared, lonely and hopeful

 

[Iam]

Really, really down.

Huge fight yesterday, not talking to my hubby.
Just got the news that my brother and sister in-law won't be coming up for Thanksgiving. And of course I found out right after I did major grocery shopping to have food I know they like for the days they were staying with us. Food that we never have because we eat a very low fat diet.

Sigh....feel like crying.....but I won't.....I'll shove it down....I don't do crying...