What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Crash]

I feel frustrated
And I know I'm reacting unreasonably, but I feel like everything is MY JOB to do, MY responsibility. I know it isn't, but the stress level has been WAY up and the tiniest things make me want to blow.
I feel helpless, because I just don't know what to do with it all.
I feel guilty because I know I shouldn't react to stuff this way and I don't want to take it out on my husband (though some of the things he could help with a tiny bit more some days).
It isn't helping that I feel like somebody hit me in the back of the head with a baseball bat.
Its supposed to snow and get windier again this weekend. I dread the week to come.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

I was an idiot and I made her cry.

I feel awful, I screwed up, AGAIN. :cry:

When she bruises, I feel the pain. To love somebody this much, and to still make them cry. That bites...

 

[Queen Boudica]

Sad, triggered, alone. Heart has been pounding all day, crying and on verge of tears most of the day. I'm scared this will be my life for the rest of my life.

 

[LostBear325]

Sad
Drained
Angry
Defeated

 

[Srain]

((((((((((((((Those that are struggling)))))))))))))

I felt less emotional today more physical pain, a LOT more.:x3:

I stayed behind though I was completely ready to go, all week long this is what I have done - what is going on??? I feel so physically sick I don't think I even care at this point, my body is a complete series of sharp pain points :(

I know this will pass, it has in the past. I've got an appt with a dr to check to make sure it's nothing more than what I figure it is so bases covered, time to just settle down and breathe.

 

[CaringMomma]

Misunderstood
Alienated
Like the Black Sheep of the family
Hurt
Anxious
Frustrated
Angry

My mom and I have been emailing back and forth yesterday and today. She doesn't care about my PTSD diagnosis and she could care less that I feel alienated from her. I am preparing myself to just divorce her altogether. It's not worth my time and effort to keep the relationship going when it's all one way. Her way!

 

[intothelight]

Right this very minute I feel good. No pain in my back and not so much medication that I feel groggy. It is really kind of nice right now. I'll take the moments as they come :).

 

[CaringMomma]

I really need someone to talk with. Is there anyone willing to talk??

 

[Deaf Global Nomad]

I am feeling happy, well-rested, and calm.

Two of my best friend's kids spent the night last night for a video gaming evening last night and a day today. I purchased a system on December 2 that allows you and your body to be the controller. I have a number of sports games for it. It has worked wonders on my anxiety and other PTSD symptoms, which is the effect I was hoping for. Playing with my friends makes it even more fun.

 

[Sethe]

Feeling abandoned, left behind and unimportant.

 

[Elisacullen21]

(((((((((Hugs for all))))))))

Today I was listening to a song and this song made me cry. But now I feel better, I think. Next week I will get pappers to go to the psychiatrist. I said that this year would begin to closing chapters of my life. And it will. I have the right to live my life and not let my past control.

 

[Innordinate]

trapped
alone