What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

Finally a normal tired and that means I will sleep! :) Heading to take advantage of it. Sometime tonight my brain finally came out of overdrive.

 

[Philippa]

Sweet melancholy

 

[Charmedone]

I feel loss, confusion, weak, ill, tense, tired, pain, grief, worry, helplessness, fear, sickly, evil, lonely, almost suicidal, sad and a complete emotional wreck. :( :( Also feel like I want to disappear and angry with my mother. :( :(

 

[Srain]

((((((((((((PH)))))))))))))I hope your pain eases soon, I understand how draining Migraines can be :(

((((((((((((((Junebug)))))))))))I use to work the night shift and even in my early years it threw my system off as I was an early early riser

I had helpless nightmares last night and woke up drained rather than hyped and alert. I did well to feed my body correctly yesterday, cry when I needed to and distract myself for the better part of the day.

I did have to reschedule my appointment when I was unable to stop the flashbacks but I feel reasonably prepared to go this morning to my appointment. I'm skipping all the make-up and time in the mirror so that will limit my chance for panic at the last moment by looking at myself and seeing something in me that I don't want anyone else to.

I feel fragile not shattered, that's better than I have with or without medication this time of the year since 2001.

 

[Traumagirl]

(((((Charmedone)))))
I am feeling physically uncomfortable today. I am also still feeling sad from yesterday being 9/11. I feel panicky that I will not be able to handle the kids while my husband is away next week. I can barely handle them when he is here. Just feeding them and putting them to bed is exhausting after a full day of work. It would not have bothered me last year when I was working part-time. I will find a way. Just hope my eating disorder doesn't get out of control while I'm taking care of the kids. I use it as a crutch to temporarily get through something, but the after-effects last for three days.

 

[Traumagirl]

Hugs to all that need them. We can share positive energy and send it back and forth between us.

 

[Shellbell]

Hugs to everyone who needs one ((hugs))).

I am tired, withdrawn, weak. Fed up.

 

[Philippa]

Content from eating a big plate of leafy kale greens, sauteed in olive oil and garlic...yum.

 

[intothelight]

(((Charmedone))) (((Traumagirl))) (((Junebug))) (((Rain))) (((Shellbell)))

I write the same thing over and over. I am constantly anxious and on edge in the morning. I really don't think this is good for a person. Although it is not bad this morning, it is still there. I am sitting here trying to figure out what I am looking forward to today, and am drawing a blank.

Need to figure out why "fear" has taken over my life again and what it is that I am afraid of.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((((ITL)))))))) You are in my thoughts. x

I feel a little better now i have got the ultrasound out of the way. I'll be glad when Thursday and Friday are over and I can relax more.

I am not sleeping well at all. I am having strange dreams filled with anxiety and I'm so tired.

I just want this out of the way.

I know I will be OK and it helps so much just to know how much support I have on here. x

 

[C.J]

How am I feeling: cold, anti-social, alone, agitated...

 

[Philippa]

Feeling sad, and scared but also wonderment for a person I know whose love is about to die in a Hospice. He is a very wonderful man though, so I am sure she is in good hands. I feel honored that he let me into their world.