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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Right now, I'm feeling: shaky and fearful concerning daring to hope for certain outcomes.
Feeling frightened to openly express what's going on, or my hopes for surgery and outcomes.
Feeling stupid for being honest with how I'm feeling.
Ashamed for being afraid, because I'm suppose to be stronger than this and have more faith.
And, dealing with lots of small spells of paranoia.
Uptight and nervous with having to wait for surgery and concerned at what cost this wait may be.

Earlier I felt a number of things, little of which I now remember other than feeling exhausted, frustrated, hot and stressed from significant errors of others. (involved a extensively, long phone call) So many of which I have to clean up.

And, earlier somewhat hostile when my psychiatrist made a thoughtless remark with him commenting: ...though that doctor made his mistake, "you don't really need your spleen." (I then assured him that I was only making a joke), but responded with, ...nor does that doctor need his arms and legs. ;)

I am having some serious trust issues concerning doctors and I am feeling afraid.
 
I feel tired, work is getting to me today. I am in on my own for the second day. We have just launched a new computerised booking system. before it was written in a diary. It was much easier to change buses on paper, the computer just doesn't think like me :rolleyes:.

I am looking forward to seeing my eldest daughter tonight. She is coming to stay for 2 nights so a nice weekend is in store.

((HUGS)) to all who need/want one.
 
Feeling tired, it's been a long busy week.

Not looking forward to Tuesday. Off to the hospital for the day to have my awful colonoscopy, yuk :(:x3: Have to start taking the the preparation stuff on Sunday. Not happy Jan. Just feeling sorry for myself I guess.

Wishing everyone a trouble free and peaceful weekend. :)
 

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