I have multiple women who love me, even if they are no longer in love with me. Maybe that should hurt, but it makes me feel better.
I have friends who respect me.
I have children who love me.
I shall literally die in battle against the forces of evil.
What more could a man ask for?
My life has been agonising, but as I look back on it, it has been a life lived in service of worthy goals, and I can be proud.
All I need now is a horse, that I might charge, sword held high, into the enemy ranks.