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Today was the first anniversary of the events that sky rocketed the situation into meltdown so I spent some time thinking about events and anylising some stuff connected with it.
I am now in a position to forgive someone who helped to kick things off and indeed all I now feel for them is pity at thier stupidity and lack of self awareness along with thier lack of decency.
I feel so serene tonight. I do generaly keep hate and anger along with blame out of my life as they do nothing but drag you down...but this was something that was hard for me to deal with.
I have never and will never meet this person but whereas this morning I could of taken an 8 hour round trip to go and throttle them I now feel at peace with the fact that yes things nearly went irreversably wrong on that day but in the end they didnt.
The last year has been horrific but I now feel as though I am in a much better place to face whatever recovery we can gain in the new year.
Going to a holiday party this afternoon... a rare treat, though I don't like the "white elephant" gift exchange stuff. One time though I did get a pet rock... I kept my pet rock and am holding it back for when I'm an old lady with dementia.
I watched the final of stictly come dancing and my guy won :)
And now I'm listening to some music and than I will be going to bed.
Going to bed will be the best thing I could do for myself :sleep:
My hubby and I went to a few garage sales, today. Found a trelis for the garden, a garnet bead necklace and 18 Disney movies for our daughter for Christmas. (we only paid $2.10 USD for each movie) It was quite an exciting find.
I'm not going to cook dinner tonite, so my hubby is bringing it home. Just want to take a small break.