What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[lovak]

That I should get to painting my windows but in a couple of hours I have an appointment and I also have to do some groceries. I have the entire day ahead of me but I can't seem to make a plan. Blubberbrain.

 

[whiteraven]

How very bad my backs hurt and how I don't think I will ever feel better.

 

[Teasel]

I really hope I sleep better tonight

 

[MrMoonlight]

How poorly I acted in IOP.

 

[Friday]

How f*cking hard is it to operate scissors??? :mad:

 

[Abstract]

That even though I didnt use it often am missing the anonymous function- to try to speak about something on my mind without linking it to me.

 

[MrMoonlight]

thankful to have this place and thankful for the support and love I receive from its members.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Thinking it would serve me well to more often remember that the mind is a lot like tofu....it'll taste like whatever I choose to marinate it in.

 

[Tinyflame]

That I don't think men (in general) have any idea the degree to which assault etc is the 'norm', growing up female.
That I wish men would speak up- but I get why they wouldn't want to.
That I know men who were assaulted very likely could feel left out, with all the women speaking up. ?

That it's hard enough to cram anatomy and physiology back in to my head, but I can pull up a lot from previously learning it, or applying it,, though I never kept in my mind through the years the names and routes for all arteries/ structures/, hormones; route of cardiac blood flow, etc. etc- specifics of function (didn't need to and my brain has crapped out. :( ). I usually get a couple wrong out of 25-30 questions on practise quizzes. But when it comes to Child and Human Development- I am at a loss. Like, half the questions are wrong, I can't reference my own experiences. :( I have no common-sense reference point: way earlier for me (by decades) in some cases; at a loss on the younger ones. Even my physical growth doesn't match what I need to remember is the 'norm'. <Sigh>. :( ?
Not to mention half of it goes out the window with ptsd, just no way to look at the world the way (I) was 'supposed' to, I've already 'completed' the 65+ year old developmental goals they've specified. :( Or they speak in terms like I think, "You must be kidding; who had the opportunity to afford time and resources to stuff that was the least of my worries, since my worries were extraordinarily bigger? " Ugh. :( I suppose I feel like an :alien::( . Sometimes it's hard to not feel like a freak, or get, Idk the word? - Sort of ~ cynical-? Just like wow, -another world, of which I wish I knew nothing else about the one that was my own. No wonder sometimes it's hard to relate to things others do/ say/ are occupied as their worries. Most of those worries- are the 'good' or 'regular' stuff, (relatively speaking). :(

 

[Tinyflame]

Well I might be lousy at this child development stuff, but I meant to say last night after reading all of it at least I baked a cake, and ate 1/2 of it. Cupcakes, actually. :)

 

[Ronin]

Sure, Purpleman.

Or: quite done with someone and not trusting a word they said. Also needing distance. Or a punching bag.

 

[Changing4Best]

I want my meds and to go to bed.