In the weeds
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We ride Milton out too and are still fighting with the insurance company about getting our roof fixed.
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Dynamic
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That I actually ate a whole breakfast at breakfast time and tracked it (logged in app) to make sure I eat enough 
VioletButterfly
Diamond Member
I'm so sorry to hear this, but not surprised. I still see a lot of blue tarps in my area and residents are still dealing with flooding issues from damage that was done a year ago. Government and insurance are both slow to act. Meanwhile, I heard a poll out of FAU that 50% of Floridians want to leave the state due to the high cost of insurance/living. Not surprised.
Paladin_141
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All kinds of things. I'm not doing well at all just now. Kind of all over the place.
The strategic situation where I am is weighing heavily on my mind.
The weather and how unpleasant it is going to make things.
The wellbeing of my wounded friend.
The fact that my sensitivity to the local food and the impossibility of maintaining good hygiene in this environment mean I am in a constant state of digestive distress.
The possible pros and cons of the imminent arrival of a new female recruit in our cramped living space.
The fact I have bills to pay at home but haven't been paid this month.
Whether or not I am living up to the legacy of a family history of service.
The wellbeing of some friends from my time in another unit who I had thought were safely miles away but have now been slotted into the line very nearby- we do regular 'who's still alive' checks via group chat.
The fact that I can’t get a proper cup of tea or a bacon roll here (I hear that all proper tea is theft or something).
The regular texts from my best friend begging me to come home and move in with her.
The possibility of a romantic relationship with said best friend if I do go home.
My ex wife's efforts to cut me out of my children's lives.
My kids- what they want for Christmas and the fact that I won't be there this year. Whether or not they even really remember me.
Whether or not I even want to survive this.
My head is not a happy place to be right now- it's noisy and dark.and crowded and frantic- but at least it takes my mind off the fact that hundreds of thousands of people are actively trying to kill me, I suppose.
The strategic situation where I am is weighing heavily on my mind.
The weather and how unpleasant it is going to make things.
The wellbeing of my wounded friend.
The fact that my sensitivity to the local food and the impossibility of maintaining good hygiene in this environment mean I am in a constant state of digestive distress.
The possible pros and cons of the imminent arrival of a new female recruit in our cramped living space.
The fact I have bills to pay at home but haven't been paid this month.
Whether or not I am living up to the legacy of a family history of service.
The wellbeing of some friends from my time in another unit who I had thought were safely miles away but have now been slotted into the line very nearby- we do regular 'who's still alive' checks via group chat.
The fact that I can’t get a proper cup of tea or a bacon roll here (I hear that all proper tea is theft or something).
The regular texts from my best friend begging me to come home and move in with her.
The possibility of a romantic relationship with said best friend if I do go home.
My ex wife's efforts to cut me out of my children's lives.
My kids- what they want for Christmas and the fact that I won't be there this year. Whether or not they even really remember me.
Whether or not I even want to survive this.
My head is not a happy place to be right now- it's noisy and dark.and crowded and frantic- but at least it takes my mind off the fact that hundreds of thousands of people are actively trying to kill me, I suppose.
WinnieThePoohChris
Silver Member
I have friends, I dont know who, where or how to connect with them.
I am not alone but feel it.
There's a war going on inside me which seems to be for my soul. I am unbroken and cannot be broken. I stand a line alone but it is unseen and unknown. Saying that feels like I cheapen any actual lines being stood and battles being fought.
Those standing, sitting, huddled in corners, desperate to escape but staying by their friends and allies side, they could not have more respect from me.
You do something few can and would. I think of them in some of my darker moments and it gives me something I can't explain that helps to take another step, to keep going. Thank you, anyone fighting for what they believe is right. Hope, faith and love are what get us through the darkest of times, its there for anyone whether we realise it or not.
I am not alone but feel it.
There's a war going on inside me which seems to be for my soul. I am unbroken and cannot be broken. I stand a line alone but it is unseen and unknown. Saying that feels like I cheapen any actual lines being stood and battles being fought.
Those standing, sitting, huddled in corners, desperate to escape but staying by their friends and allies side, they could not have more respect from me.
You do something few can and would. I think of them in some of my darker moments and it gives me something I can't explain that helps to take another step, to keep going. Thank you, anyone fighting for what they believe is right. Hope, faith and love are what get us through the darkest of times, its there for anyone whether we realise it or not.
Rose White
VIP Member
Why don’t pedophiles hate themselves and why do the people they abuse hate themselves instead? And why is that self-hatred passed down to the kids of the people who were abused by pedophiles?
Dynamic
VIP Member
My bf wants to go horseback riding and this is why I love him. Simple things.
parrotthepolly
Diamond Member
Proud I said no when my friend offered me a donut or sandwich.
Don't see why asked me like 5 times this evening. I have another friend who does this too! Ask if I want food every hour or so wtf.
Why is it so difficult to understand I. Will. Not. Allow. Myself. To. Eat !!!
I will not eat! It's a clear statement, is it not?!
Don't see why asked me like 5 times this evening. I have another friend who does this too! Ask if I want food every hour or so wtf.
Why is it so difficult to understand I. Will. Not. Allow. Myself. To. Eat !!!
I will not eat! It's a clear statement, is it not?!
Paladin_141
Gold Member
I want to go home, but there is work to be done. What do I need to do to earn the right to say 'that's enough' and go home?
Dynamic
VIP Member
Son wants shrimp with a side of cheese balls 
RVA21
VIP Member
I want to go back to this moment.Imagining how cool it would be to be a bee, flying around all the lovely flowers, all of them massive, sitting on the petals
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