What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[MrMoonlight]

-a migraine, but only on half my brain. (subtle humor but not funny)
-a very long dental appointment starting soon
-that I'm proud of getting this far with 6 months of dental work.
-food
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[Rani G2]

I'm use to have a clean, tidy controlled apartment... this is not happening now due to spine problem. I walk on my knees and scrub the floor, look at the apartment and think : Woh look I'm depressed but I have a clean place...and I have control...
Puhhh

 

[Tinyflame]

How several people chose to spontaneously hug me yesterday (their choice), some in thanks, and how one sister had said you'll live forever, only the good die young. Strange what the mind thinks of...
I don't think I'm cut out for life, or 'my' life.

 

[MrMoonlight]

.......an offer to give me a recently canceled therapy appointment tomorrow morning....but I have a dental appointment that same afternoon. I could squeeze it in but would make for a really hard day.

 

[unbrokenwarrior]

At the end of therapy today I was asking my therapist questions like what her hours were, what time she starts work. I was just curious as to what her job hours are nothing more than that but she was like hmm why???? And instead of just explaining that to her i was like uh ugh idk. And now she probably thinks I'm stalking her ?

 

[MrMoonlight]

The ridiculous throwback sound of the worm.

 

[Mee]

I don’t want to get up in five hours. Also dh says I shouldn’t wear make up to the hospital as I am ‘too good’ at make up and concealing how unwell I look really. A quandary; wearing make up now feels like lying but not wearing it also feels like lying . Sigh

 

[Lionheart]

I feel as if I am walking a tight rope high above the earth without a safety net. I am unsettled and worried about health matters. I wonder if I will have a productive meeting with my doctor tomorrow ...I am not as optimistic as I would like to be.

 

[Tinyflame]

I remember before she died my mom calling me a pest. And she was always right. It was in the context of trying to help her survive. Needless to say she said it a few times. Great note to end on. But, she was always right, so I guess she's right.

 

[Lionheart]

My health and my living situation....both are far from ideal. I am wondering if the decision I am about to make is the right one, ...will it benefit me or hurt me?

 

[Rani G2]

Not able to console other people (There is somuch I would like to say) I don’t get the way people (Which people... ?)Exchange their feelings. If I smell learned behavior, putting on a face doesn’t work with me. I don’t know if my heart is beating the way it should, I want to connect but don’t get to the roots

 

[MrMoonlight]

-the desire to accomplish and the need to be calm and do nothing.