I really just need to go DO SHIT; go for a run, beat the hell out of a heavy bag, have mind blowing sex, pick a fight. Which means? This shit is manageable. Even if I ain’t managing it, it IS manageable. Nothing to fret over, just me doing what I do. Too much energy coiled up needing release.
For my next trick? Minding my P’s & Q’s whilst really just wanting to raise hell & break shit.
it’s not a small trick. Even if frequently performed.
Foggy brain, Boredom, dull mind, dull brain, no focus, physical person.. but sport doesn’t seem to be on my radar today. Don’t do passiveness well.. there lies a Problem.. put your nose in there, and remain inactive.. urgghhh