What Made You Angry Today?

[Anrish]

My best friend's family. They raised her so secure and so locked up that she never learnt how to deal with "real life". They pushed her into studying so she would become a teacher and she got through university somehow. She started her traineeship this January and the school extended it because she wasn't able to fulfill their expectations. They will decide whether she can stay or has to go forever in the midst of December. If the second case happens, she'll never be able to teach in Germany and wasted ten years for studies. Her parents do not notice how scared she is. They never raised her as a independent young woman and still treat her like a child (she's older than me). But they don't know that she has almost panic attacks and that I held her crying all nights while I was here. She is so much under pressure that she's afraid to go to the school. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm feeling so helpless because I can't take the pressure off of her. We went to the employment agency to check if there are any alternatives for her but they told us that they can't do anything before she will get dismissed...

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm angry about all of this. I'm angry that I was traumatized. I'm angry that I'm left to fight my way through decades of abuse to try to have a "normal" life.


I'm angry that everything has to be a fight in my head. Me against PTSD. Logic against illogical. Rational thinking against irrational thinking. Healthy thoughts against distorted thoughts.


There are so many things I'm angry about but I'll stop there.

 

[Lionheart]

A family member owes me some money and they did not pay it to me when they said they would and I am angry about it!!!

 

[Britt.f7]

That I am jealous of my sister being able to go help my dad because she has the time and energy for it and I don't. I feel bad, but I'm also angry at myself.

 

[KP the nut]

Fireworks going off again.

 

[Capt_Gruuvy]

I'm angry that I had to find a PTSD Support Forum ....

I'm grateful this one exists but I'd be happier if I didn't need it. Nothing personal

 

[Deleted member 19804]

The train I'm in. 1 hour delay in the middle of the night. And crammed with drunk people.

I'm so asking my money back.

 

[Tanishq]

Repeating a mistake nth time. I am making it more harder rather than easing it. Ok, I will keep trying.

 

[rainy_daze]

Selfishness and laziness. If someone says "I will do this", and then does not, can I reasonably infer that they do not care if this impacts upon me? I can be selfish and lazy too, but I'm mostly very considerate of others and how if I don't so something I say I will do, it may impact upon someone else unfairly.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

It made me angry when I was stressed out and shaking and someone snapped at me and said "calm down there's nothing to stress about".

 

[Karen12]

A couple blocked the aisle in the grocery store, stopping their cart on a diagonal and chatting with each other about the price of a dozen eggs as if they were the only people in the world and there was no one else in the store. So small-town and selfish.

 

[ms spock]

People who hurt animals.