What Makes You Go 'meh' Today

[Raven]

Well it a guy thing!!!! I am a guy so I know.(n) Maybe he wants relive some of his youth? Maybe he would like to show off his wife? It will someday go away with age!:D I tell my wife I want to do this or that.....If she does not want to do it, she just says have fun, see you when you get back......However, she may get that back at times when I don't want to go.:ROFLMAO:

Raven, do you have any stairs in your house????:rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes:

J R

I do have stairs in my house. :sick:

I tried telling my husband to just go for the weekend and have fun without me, and I said something about how it would be twice as expensive if I go too and I don't really know them anyway. Then he said he wants me there and he wouldn't go without me, but he really wants us both to go. He should have stayed in the Navy, what with how he wields guilt as a weapon.

 

[Wagon]

Well........You force him to go out drinking when he doesn't want to so I geuss this is the sharing part of marriage.

 

[Raven]

Well........You force him to go out drinking when he doesn't want to so I geuss this is the sharing part of marriage.

I still don't see why we have to spend nearly a grand to go to Colorado because someone he used to know is signing a legal contract with someone else. I've been married twice and I've never had a real wedding. I just don't see the damn point.

 

[JarHed]

what with how he wields guilt as a weapon.

Any Jewish relatives in hid family?, mothers?, sisters, aunts? I grew up in that kind of environment. Guess it made me anti-religion and totally guilt free. :ROFLMAO: Guess I'm just a f*ckin' heathen goin' straight to hell. :devil:

 

[Chin Strapped]

Struggling to keep anxiety down during job interviews...also I keep setting high standards and harsh targets for myself, even though I'm useless with stress wtf?

Meh to the f*cking lot

 

[Spock]

At least you know what you're doing to yourself Dan...hopefully you'll reach a middle ground and find something that you can enjoy with less stress, course it will likely pay less too but health has a value too.

 

[Chin Strapped]

Very true and what I'm thinking

 

[OldDoorGunner]

Struggling to keep anxiety down during job interviews...also I keep setting high standards and harsh targets for myself, even though I'm useless with stress wtf?

Meh to the f*cking lot

Hey Brother, just a thought.....Some years ago (ok, a lot of years ago) I used to run a topless club.......What stress, best job I ever had!!!:D:D:D Keep looking, you just may find that dream job.....(y)

J R

 

[reddevil1111]

Dan, Don't lose focus on whats happening to you mate. Stress is up you can feel it. Try to reduce the stress. Either less interviews or ? You also should increase the PT or something to reduce the pent up stuff.

Whats happened with that group therapy? Any news? Talking it out is still the best way to help you know.

I respect you a lot. I think your a real hero Dan. I could never have done your job. Your a true warrior. And I know you can carry on, your smart enough to avoid the hazards. Sometimes the hardest part is the basics. Don't lose sight of them. Breathing, relaxing, tapping (I hate that shit) Whatever tools you have.

Remember what good things you have going. uni is over right? you have a good woman and kids. Life could be so much worse.

 

[Chin Strapped]

Keeping the pt going, could probably step it up a bit to be honest.

I'm in my last 1.5 months of uni, so it's all everywhere, I'm banning all interviews until it's over and I've had a month off, even the psych said that's what I should do.

I'm not a greedy man, so a regular job is fine for time being. too much thinking required in civi street.

 

[Wagon]

Good advice there Dan. I train wrecked after Uni. Ended up homeless. Had no idea what PTSD was, only that I was a piece of shit. Took a good three years to rebuild from that one...........only to crash again 13 years later. So it goes.

Lawn needs mowing............................MEH!

 

[reddevil1111]

I live in fear of being homeless almost every day.

I have almost walked out of the current wife half a dozen times. She just cant believe I would. She cant understand how I would stay with a complete bitch for 8 years, Ive known her for 26 years and we finally get it right and get married. And I am willing to walk.

She really does not understand PTSD at all. I try to get her to learn more. To get onto the support site. To make some comparison notes with some other wife's to see just how "bad" I am. My opinion is that I am doing real f*cking good. She wants me on some magic pill that will change m back to being the same guy she knew at 15. Shit!>......

Wag, f*ck the lawn get a goat. Its such a waste of effort to cut grass. Perfect lawns are just a great start to show how f*cked up our country is. I look at my county that has planted, waters, cuts and trims grass on the roadside EVERYWHERE in the county. That same money could feed all the homeless in the area. It could improve the schools. It could increase services in other areas like police or fire. Its such a waste of resources. There is no need to make EVERYWHERE look like a frikkin golf course. Plant some native grasses and plants. They wont use as much water, don't require cutting so the reduce man hours, cost of the mowers, the emissions, the fuel used. Its not rocket science.

WOW ....sorry. I get worked up sometimes.