(Warning, I'm rambling it'll make sense... eventually)
My ex of ten years avoided any type of conflict, not the best for dealing with a partner with PTSD and Major Depressive Disorder. After 2.5 years back from Iraq, we finally crumbled. The monster grabbed her and added to her avoidance issues. Her only escape was some of the same medications many of us are on, then added alcohol, and adderall on top of it. Not a great combination. Took me three months to completely walk out on a 10+ year relationship.
My next relationship landed me with a young woman that was inspired to be a therapist. I thought "Hey, free mental health care and sex, sign me up!" However, she has more problems than I have and could NEVER help fix anyone, even herself. Her way to deal with people is to lash out at them verbal and sometimes physically. I couldn't run away fast enough.
The last couple of months I've been working full time for a company doing eCommerce work. I've had more good days than bad. Mainly a positive environment. Work hard play hard, that's for sure. And to my surprise I'm working right next to a guy that just started last month, who is also a Veteran. Hopefully we don't have a Veteran's day on the same day (A Veteran's day is what I call it when I have a bad PTSD day.)
I mentioned last time I came here I met a woman that was amazing. She's continued to amaze me and for the first time in a LONG time I've felt happy. I've felt like I really had someone supportive in my life. I honestly feel in love like I did when I met my last long term ex. Long before I was in the military or thought of war as a conflict that would last more than a few months. I would have never thought I would meet a woman like this or one that's so dedicated to support me physically and mentally. It's refreshing. And that concludes my happy ramble.
The End?