Why Does My Heart Drop?

[Deleted member 34328]

I know. That's what makes my heart drop.

 

[Gs172003]

I agree. I was reminded just last week about the anger of God. ex When He went into the temple and fo...

I'm not invalidating his feelings by any means. I am invalidating what he's been told. Whoever told him that junk was wrong wrong wrong.

 

[Deleted member 34328]

I know you aren't @Zoogal that's clear in everything you've said. It's brave to put yourself out there and share your heart. I can appreciate that. Especially on a forum where we're all a bunch of hurting traumatized people. I find religious threads can be the most explosive ones.

 

[Gs172003]

I know you aren't @Zoogal that's clear in everything you've said. It's brave to pu...

Thank you. It's who I am and if I can't be that then who can I be?

 

[Deleted member 34328]

Exactly!!! That's how I feel too. I'm trying to be myself as much as I can, but honestly, the only place I feel really safe to do that is here on the forum.

 

[sonicwhite]

I feel like this forum is my sanctuary because I get on the christianforums.com and ppl either assume I'm lying or they say it's something not connected to my sincere want to move forward in my faith.


Guys I'm going to be real. I feel like the chief of sinners. I feel like my SIN is worse that anyone else's. I examine my own heart way before I try to help. Because the book of Matthew telll about How Christ righteous anger toward those who put Him on the cross was justified.


Paul says I have murdered Christians and said the same thing. My abnormal birth into the family of Christian was I saw my like flash before my eyes. I have been through a lot like we all have. I just utilize the gifts I have to try to better myself because if I have a plank in my eye, how can I take the speck out of someone else's eyes?


But I understand that anxiety could be the cause of it. That my heart is having an abnormal reaction to sin or it could be that I'm so sensitive that my heart drops at the thought of somethings.


When I would harden my heart towards something I did give up at one time I don't seem to notice it even tho it happens I ignore it. If that clarifies everything I hope I didn't offend anyone.

 

[Gs172003]

I feel like this forum is my sanctuary because I get on the christianforums.com and ppl either assum...

Christ forgave those that put him on the cross. You're NOT the worst sinner. I don't understand why you feel that way.

 

[joeylittle]

I feel like the chief of sinners. I feel like my SIN is worse that anyone else's. I examine my own heart way before I try to help. Because the book of Matthew telll about How Christ righteous anger toward those who put Him on the cross was justified.

What makes you so special, that you are the worst sinner?

This is just a massive cognitive distortion.

But I understand that anxiety could be the cause of it. That my heart is having an abnormal reaction to sin or it could be that I'm so sensitive that my heart drops at the thought of somethings.

You would really benefit from some CBT. This is entirely about how you relate to your thoughts, and they balloon out of your control. CBT is what is going to address that. It might not make all the issues go away, but it will give you a better chance of keeping them right-sized.

 

[sonicwhite]

Joeylitte said what makes you feel that special. Nothing. I don't feel special at all. I just feel like my wrongdoing is worse than anyone else's. probably because everybody like to blame everyone else before looking in their own hearts to see the choices they made got them where they are.

 

[sonicwhite]

Where talking about sin not ptsd where someone hurt someone.

 

[joeylittle]

Joeylitte said what makes you feel that special. Nothing. I don't feel special at all. I just feel like my wrongdoing is worse than anyone else's.

But you know that your wrongdoing isn't worse than anyone else's, right?

 

[Gs172003]

You really think there's not people worse than you?