What Makes You Angry Today?

[tho9900]

ya do the late night ops.. much easier.. good luck!!!! for awhile I had to modify my routine like that....

 

[Anglesachse]

Gobby teens with "I know it all" attitude, who are f*cking late.

Little bastard knows damn well not to be late with me, and then mouth.

So it`s back to learning the Hard F*cking way.

I, then get a phone call from his Private Teacher, (who is costing me a f*cking fortune) about him getting to his lesson Crying and not being able to concentrate. Who then wants to tell me how to bring up my own f*cking kid.

I DONT F*CKING THINK SO.

Dumb Anti-Authoritarian Bitch

 

[Ned]

Tell you what mate, some of them amaze me, they are their own worst enemy. Should be grateful the kid's got parents who care enough to exert discipline.
And should be able to deal a bit less dramatically with teenage sulks & drama.

 

[tnkg1rl]

We don't have a walmart here I have to go all the way to New Hampshire for that, but they arent open 24 hours so while I would go there at 2 or 3am I dont have that option, the streets roll it up around 5 here, not many options so I go drive around on the back roads

 

[tnkg1rl]

I, then get a phone call from his Private Teacher, (who is costing me a f*cking fortune) about him getting to his lesson Crying and not being able to concentrate. Who then wants to tell me how to bring up my own f*cking kid.

I DONT F*CKING THINK SO.

Dumb Anti-Authoritarian Bitch

Dealing with that same crap from my kids school, I'd like to slap the crap out of the principle. I got a truancy letter for my 7 year old daughter being late??? She rides the damn bus with her brothers, I told her go ahead and call the state for neglect, they ride the bus, what happens once they get on that bus is on her, and whomever is taking my kids to class. IDIOTS!!! Take the psychology out of elementary school, and go back to doing your kob and just teaching, leave the rest of it to me!

 

[JarHed]

I have to go all the way to New Hampshire for that

I love New Hampshire. I've done a lot of x-country skiing there. Love the mountains, lakes, all. Always thought I'd live there one day. Well, still a maybe.Kinda' stuck here for now, outside of Philly. Not far enough; although it was when I moved here like 30 years ago. Nice small, quiet town..............all gone.

They may not have the 24/7 world of the city-states but what they do have I could use in abundance.

 

[combatgoldfish]

So, she texts me and asks if we can talk. She comes home and ends it officially. She doesn't want children, I do. She doesn't like my dog. And the entire time refused to even pick up a PTSD book or help me through anything. Even though I said "omg this book is amazing, it says so much about me I couldn't put into words".

 

[JarHed]

Hey Combat

So it would seem that you're on your own Combat. One thing you can never have any control over is how someone will react and what they'll do. No matter what you may want in this situation you may have to just put a period at the end of it and try to move forward on your own.

For what it's worth, it's time to make a good plan for yourself. Married or not we're always on our own with this thing. It's a very rare person, either spouse or girl/boyfriend that will take the time and make the effort required to try to understand the problems of being with someone with PTSD.

From what you've said it sounds like the two of you aren't in synch like a couple should be if there's any hope of a long term committed relationship. It's both sad and hard and my thoughts go out to ya' Bro. Hard as it may seem now, you'll move on from this. People with PTSD are survivors, it's probably the thing we learn to do best. Don't know if that's a good of bad thing but it's how I see us.

Take some time for yourself. If you can go visit friends a few states away or just do something like take a trip somewhere that you've never been. Something to change both the landscape around you and of the mind as well. Time heals all wounds, or some of them at least.

Jar

 

[JennyMac]

going to quit my base job tomorrow morning, going to try to work somewhere else. the boss told me that although two guys that previously had my job were allowed to use the equipment, the rules JUST changes and now poof, I am on shovel duty and not allowed to use a snowblower. Tired of this shit, tired of all of this shit. Am ready to just f*cking punch the shit out of anyone who looks at me sideways....fml. f*ck I hate the world....and why the f*ck is my memory so f*cking bad....why why why.....f*ck f*ck f*ck.

 

[Jr.]

glad i read this thread..been a rough couple of weeks. really blowin up a few times. I know a lot of you said it would get worse before it gets better and it's true. Just hope my family doesn't totally turn their back on me. I quit takin my zombie sleep meds (my nickname for it). So back to wakin up at 0230 and 0400. Going to VA appts once a week. Trying

 

[Ned]

Going to VA appts once a week. Trying

One foot in front of the other mate. If nothing else channel the anger in to that.

 

[Jr.]

Well, looks like they are going to send me up for med board. over 15 yrs active duty combined and three national guard. Don't know what is gonna come of that. Praying they retire me. Have another VA C&P exam next week. The holidays are upon us and the stress with all there is with that. There is good, I woke up again today to fight the good fight. I have 5 wonderful kids and a wife that deserve a better me. So, my friends the bottom line is I ain't givin up no matter how rough the road gets. I have to look for more positive things that make me happy and try not to dwell on the negative. Sounds like an easy formula, but so darn hard.