What Makes You Angry Today?

[Deleted member 43454]

There is a war on masculinity but I must have foresight.
You look at all these corny ass rappers wearing skirts and skinny jeans and shows implying men as doofus's so we can't combat the lies and wake up to the oppressors when the complete monetary system is astronomically outweighed and over-lorded by the Elite.
You look at the false idols. Then you see what is coming and what is being pushed. Look at what Will Smith has done to his son.
I am not speculating, I've seen the shit they're pushing. They want compliant men, not strong willed think for themselves figure out this
giant ponzi scheme men with beards. Hence why you got a freaking Navy Seal dressing in drag I mean double you tee eff I knew my pills
made me suicidal but thank God they didn't make me wear a dress.

 

[Deleted member 43454]

On a side note to my secret lurking in the shadow secret admirer's out there.

I never once claimed to be something I am not. People will always draw their own conclusions sometimes even after you tell them. They forget.
I've always stated I was a Combat Engineer. But I know I am more than a label. I surpassed that. Maybe that's what these people see.
The Holy spirit of God living in me If I'm Special Forces homie it's God's Special Forces on a whole nother' level. An if you ask a man who survived jumping off the Golden Gate bridge what went through his mind a millisecond after his hands left the railing... He'd say immediate regret.
For throwing his life away. So quit hiding and talking that shit being Satan's little bitch.

 

[vikingr24]

Well, Grizz, there's your answer.

 

[Deleted member 43454]

And just to make sure nothing was mistaken that was no way a shot at @vikingr24. I just seen some posts online of women gossiping oh sorry they could of been Men but I couldn't tell the difference in how they act.

 

[combatgoldfish]

Still going thru the home buying process. Lender put in for the apprisal later than he should have, still waiting on appraiser to even be assigned. Could be another couple of weeks. I was suppose to close on the house on the 30th of last month. Thankfully the sell didn't bail on me. Still pissed at the lender and the va for taking their sweet ass time.

Been so irritated at work, more so than usual. Sick of seeing a complete shit show and people being praised for being lazy and shit bags.

 

[Deleted member 33437]

Well I have been real bitchy, mean, irritated and nanosecond from exploding in anyone's face lately, everything is triggering me and I mean everything and I just figured it out... Op Medusa (Please look it up as Battle for Panjwai 2006 blogspot) was 10 yrs ago yesterday (2 Sep 2006) and for 15days my new hell had begun, the op was 15days but my tour was 6mths, I was a brand new medic back then with just two years in, right out of trade school.
I know most of us are on the edge for Remembrance day (I think for the states it's called Memorial day)... this is the same kinda feel, my emotion and my head feels like in a rollercoaster. My head is broken and heart aches for our fallen. I'm constantly drawn into memories of each day of that Op, what I did, what patient did I cared for, what I saw coming in as casualty. I really wish I knew how to use those grounding techniques, I'm still new to this so I need practice. So here I am with my Rye and Ginger in hand trying to calm myself down and I just remembered i need to take my meds (I'm so bad on that, I forget left and right)
A day at a time, I will get through this... I have to, I have two grown up kids and I don't wanna miss meeting my grandchildren one day... so with this, cheers everybody I'm going to bed... it's near Midnight here and I don't wanna turn into a pumpkin :)

 

[Chin Strapped]

6 days in of training pt hard everyday, feeling good for about 1 hour after then slumping. Pissed

 

[Iceman]

Well I have been real bitchy, mean, irritated and nanosecond from exploding in anyone's face lately, everything is triggering me and I mean everything and I just figured it out... Op Medusa (Please look it up as Battle for Panjwai 2006 blogspot) was 10 yrs ago yesterday (2 Sep 2006) and for 15days my new hell had begun, the op was 15days but my tour was 6mths, I was a brand new medic back then with just two years in, right out of trade school.
I know most of us are on the edge for Remembrance day (I think for the states it's called Memorial day)... this is the same kinda feel, my emotion and my head feels like in a rollercoaster. My head is broken and heart aches for our fallen. I'm constantly drawn into memories of each day of that Op, what I did, what patient did I cared for, what I saw coming in as casualty. I really wish I knew how to use those grounding techniques, I'm still new to this so I need practice. So here I am with my Rye and Ginger in hand trying to calm myself down and I just remembered i need to take my meds (I'm so bad on that, I forget left and right)
A day at a time, I will get through this... I have to, I have two grown up kids and I don't wanna miss meeting my grandchildren one day... so with this, cheers everybody I'm going to bed... it's near Midnight here and I don't wanna turn into a pumpkin :)

I have not been to a rembrance day for 20+ years. I can't. Just the thought of going gives me an anxiety attack.

 

[Deleted member 33437]

I have not been to a rembrance day for 20+ years. I can't. Just the thought of going gives me an anxiety attack.

I'm still active, I have to but yeah I am definitely not the most pleasant to be around during that time and it's getting worst every year.

 

[vikingr24]

Same here. I cannot do reunions at all, period. Went once and could not help but think about who was not there. And the rest of us had nothing to say to each other. It's different for us. We had a lot of unit cohesion but being spread out all over the theater broke us up. We would meet only when there was a big emergency or task force. I just remember being tired all the time.

I don't even feel sad about it.

 

[Raven]

When idjits try to convince me that I should have kids.

I enjoy having freedom, a reasonably flat stomach, and disposable income.

Spinster life.

 

[Deleted member 43454]

Cyber Stalkers should just end themselves.
I mean really, when you sink that low you're a failed human being.
Cyber warriors too, it doesn't get much more POG, pussy shit than that.

You know those narcissistic types who got their heads up their own asses so far they love the shit they spew. Cus when I find you, I'll beat your head in.