hey all im back again and im really f*cking pissed! my girlfriend decides to let her f*cking friend drag her around after she pulls a muscle in her shoulder gets a day off of work and the first thing she says to me is i'm upset with you i tell her you talking to the wrong person so she says i can be by my self i dont need you, (by this tiime i feel like shes putting on a front) so i tell her you know what bye... hang up because one she was yelling in my f'n ear, two i had a f'n headache from hell, three i missed a day to pick up my goddamned books to make sure she was alright on my only day off during the week. and the VA was on some f*ck you shit sign this contract because my damn school hates the fact that i stand up for Veterans tell them how to get around the red tape, and so far i think ive f*cked my for-profit school out of 100k USD and the only reason im proud of that is because its New York, and the damn university is under investigation by every f'n level of government local, state, federal and the other reason im proud is because that 100k was potential fees and tuition from soon to be veterans students.
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Just remember, guys and gals. Don't let them get to you. When this occurs, it almost invariably NOT PTSD but something else.
When someone says he is hearing voices, that is schizophrenia, not PTSD. Schizophrenia killed Chris Kyle, not PTSD.
We are more likely to kill ourselves than someone else. It's the nature of the Beast. It wants us not THEM.
Stay strong.
When someone says he is hearing voices, that is schizophrenia, not PTSD. Schizophrenia killed Chris Kyle, not PTSD.
We are more likely to kill ourselves than someone else. It's the nature of the Beast. It wants us not THEM.
Stay strong.
you are absolutely right about the high likelihood of us killing ourselves than someone else, but sometimes that beast taps into a pre-established line of communication that has been turned off and PTSD then becomes Complex because the Spectrum includes schizophrenia. Now when those of us who have that line of communication turned on it becomes a matter of will and eventually everyone breaks some are more fragile than others just like the difference between single pane glass and bulletproof glass. given the right circumstances, any person who has a history of schizophrenia in their family is basically a pressure switch, and that switch has a set amount of pressure that will turn on that line of communication. these voices are as clear as the yours or mine, but how do you build a resistance to something that sounds as clear as a human voice? with time, patience and help but thats just for the voices.
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The fact is the entire population is under mind control.
Everyone has an inner voice. This is more than likely tied to prescription drugs like all the rest of them.
Drugged out by big pharma and programmed with hypnotism.
That's why prescription pills can kiss my ass.
Only voice I listen to is God.
Anybody else is full of shit.
Everyone has an inner voice. This is more than likely tied to prescription drugs like all the rest of them.
Drugged out by big pharma and programmed with hypnotism.
That's why prescription pills can kiss my ass.
Only voice I listen to is God.
Anybody else is full of shit.
Sorry but I believe drugs are a necessary evil as they have actually helped some people. I know there were times when I needed them. I had no idea what was happening. I had not been diagnosed. PTSD was just then becoming a word. I was a friggin' train wreck about to happen.
Now I know and stay aware of my symptoms but if I need to cram an Ativan down my throat, that is what I will do. That spiral is hard to break out of.
Now I know and stay aware of my symptoms but if I need to cram an Ativan down my throat, that is what I will do. That spiral is hard to break out of.
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No need to apologize to me. I am just speaking on my own personal preference and experience.
If they work for you then it works for you. As for me I'll pass. I've always been more concerned with that which is natural.
I feel as though the diagnosis and stigma behind PTSD only increases the individuals paranoia about what is "Wrong" with them.
And thus the corporate sponsored drug trade makes another client. This is years after my own experience with pill cocktails.
If they work for you then it works for you. As for me I'll pass. I've always been more concerned with that which is natural.
I feel as though the diagnosis and stigma behind PTSD only increases the individuals paranoia about what is "Wrong" with them.
And thus the corporate sponsored drug trade makes another client. This is years after my own experience with pill cocktails.
I don't like pharma either. I am paying an enormous amount for my wife's meds and it grates on me. She is having a tough time and our divorce is not helping. But I know what it is to carry a sick elephant on your back and trying to run your morning 10 miles. All so a Wall Street yuppie can make a billion bucks.
The trouble with PTSD is they really don't have much that helps and it doesn't seem like they are interested in finding any.
The trouble with PTSD is they really don't have much that helps and it doesn't seem like they are interested in finding any.
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Sorry to hear that, an yea seems like they just wanna sweep it all under the rug.
Yea that's capitalism for you. They do it with smiles on their faces at that.
Their corporate pyramids basically consist of thousands of bodies from ruined lives they've piled up an stepped on to try an see the peak.
Yea that's capitalism for you. They do it with smiles on their faces at that.
Their corporate pyramids basically consist of thousands of bodies from ruined lives they've piled up an stepped on to try an see the peak.
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The neighbor kid has this lil honda civic ricer burner... with some fart muffler on it... it's super loud.
An every time he gets in his car before leaving and upon returning home this kid revs this loud ass piece of shit an It takes everything in me not to want to go out there an beat his ass. I got a loud truck too, but that's because I need muffler work done.
I also understand he's trying to "Appreciate" his lil ricer car but damn its annoying.
I already went out an spoke to him a month or so ago because he an some other ricer decided to haul ass down the street when kids were coming home from school. But now I feel I'ma have to talk to him about this revving issue when I'm in a calm mood.
An every time he gets in his car before leaving and upon returning home this kid revs this loud ass piece of shit an It takes everything in me not to want to go out there an beat his ass. I got a loud truck too, but that's because I need muffler work done.
I also understand he's trying to "Appreciate" his lil ricer car but damn its annoying.
I already went out an spoke to him a month or so ago because he an some other ricer decided to haul ass down the street when kids were coming home from school. But now I feel I'ma have to talk to him about this revving issue when I'm in a calm mood.
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How about this one....sounds crazy. Too much time off from work. Yes coming from a workaholic. After having time off from work (school assistant principal here), I went back to work for a week and now have a 3 day weekend.
Crazy to say that I don't enjoy long weekends. I actually do at times but not right after having time off for the holidays. I'm uncomfortable at home. Been up all hours through the weekend and ready to get the year going. Yes I've even been in to school to work but it just isn't enough. I said it was crazy.....
Crazy to say that I don't enjoy long weekends. I actually do at times but not right after having time off for the holidays. I'm uncomfortable at home. Been up all hours through the weekend and ready to get the year going. Yes I've even been in to school to work but it just isn't enough. I said it was crazy.....
that one isn't too crazy actually.
i use work as a "focus".. (software developer here). I zone into work, and obliterate everything else from my perception. when i'm zoned in, the beast is at rest
Not crazy at all really. But go find the balance between work and fun. Find or make a hobby for yourself that you can do safely within yourself.
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