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[Survivor3]

Hi @Invisible Fire. how was your weekend?

 

[Invisible Fire]

Hey @Survivor3. wasn't a good weekend. How are you? how was your weekend?

 

[Survivor3]

Hey @Survivor3. wasn't a good weekend. How are you? how was your weekend?

morning Fire. Had to have an ultrasound done this morning on my liver. Sorry you had crap weekend. I saw that you had been doing well. I'm not doing great, have some rumination and thoughts of past friends. Just boring depressive stuff! Haha!

 

[Invisible Fire]

Had to have an ultrasound done this morning on my liver.

Hope everything is ok. Yeah, I understand rumination. I'm not doing great either. Hard to explain but I'm working through it.

 

[Survivor3]

Hope everything is ok. Yeah, I understand rumination. I'm not doing great either. Hard to explain but I'm working through it.

Hope it passes soon for you.

 

[Invisible Fire]

Hope it passes soon for you.

Thanks. I have therapy today. I am feeling defensive. I know I over reacted about some things. And I don't want to hear that its my PTSD. I don't know what I want besides to feel different. To be different. I have 2 modes sometimes both extremes. It has been awhile since I acted the way I did on Saturday. When I feel backed in a corner I tend to try and fight, reasonable or not. I worry what my therapist will think of me. I can be a huge jerk sometimes. Relationships are so difficult. How is your mum doing?

 

[Survivor3]

Thanks. I have therapy today. I am feeling defensive. I know I over reacted about some things. And I don't want to hear that its my PTSD. I don't know what I want besides to feel different. To be different. I have 2 modes sometimes both extremes. It has been awhile since I acted the way I did on Saturday. When I feel backed in a corner I tend to try and fight, reasonable or not. I worry what my therapist will think of me. I can be a huge jerk sometimes. Relationships are so difficult. How is your mum doing?

Mum's doing really well thanks for asking. She comes round regularly and brings me food. We chat and watch tv. She's a trooper.

Yes relationships can be difficult. Try not to be too hard on yourself. Talk it through with your therapist. You'll be ok.

 

[Invisible Fire]

She's a trooper.

Yeah she sounds like a very special lady. You are lucky

 

[Survivor3]

Yeah she sounds like a very special lady. You are lucky

She holds our family together. I'm on good terms with my brother now aswell. We play Xbox together online. That makes me happy.

 

[Invisible Fire]

She holds our family together. I'm on good terms with my brother now aswell. We play Xbox together online. That makes me happy.

that is great I am happy for you. :)

 

[ms spock]

As a teacher I found this most inspirational:

 

[Survivor3]

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