I felt really good after I posted on here. Then I went to bed. I didn't get much sleep. I've been extra shaky, and fight back tears all day at work. By the time I got home my hands and jaw are killing me. I've basically had to white knuckle threw work. I didn't go into anything specific on here, but I guess that doesn't matter. My head has been bringing up horrible things from my past. I can't stop it. There is usually only a couple things that help when I get this bad, but the weed isn't making it stop like it usually does. I'm exhausted, and my heart won't stop racing. Had I known this would happen I would have kept silent.