If I Could I Would..

[Britt.f7]

If I could I would think and feel better about myself.

 

[Chincho]

If I could I would take much better care of my sons.

 

[Pencil]

If I could I would stop smoking!

 

[Britt.f7]

If I could I would exercise. Some health reasons why I can not, but there are things I can do that I should do. I know it is in my control.

 

[zaniara]

So sorry Britt that you can't! :( I know what that feels like. (I couldn't even walk 10 meters for three months time, and not exercise at all.. That's rough..) I hope you can find the strength to do the stuff you can do instead.[DOUBLEPOST=1368638501][/DOUBLEPOST]If I could I would trust that everything will be okay and that life is good now.

 

[beautifulbroken]

If I could I would....move to a secluded cabin in the woods far away from any city or people. Of course I know isolating isn't good for me but then if I could I would. But I can't so I won't.

 

[zaniara]

Of course I know isolating isn't good for me but then if I could I would.

I think I know what that feels like.. And sometimes I think it's okay to retreat into solitude if one needs to, and that it's okay not to be strong at all times. If you need or want one: :hug:

 

[zaniara]

If I could I would relax and let whatever comes up just come up and not fight it at all. (but since the memories coming up right now are so bad I really can't manage relaxing and "let it all just come") If I could I would really remember and feel that it's in the past, and that it's not happening here and now.. :(

 

[JustBe]

If I could, I would cry.

 

[Deleted member 1860]

If I could I would let people love me.

 

[Loloma]

If I could I would like to be a time traveler, going back to a time and place where I was happy. Grabbing the opportunity that was presented to me then, holding on to it like my life depended on it.

If I could I would forget the sorrow that I feel, for all the bad things that have taken place in my life.

If I could I would like to find love and happiness while I am still alive.

 

[zaniara]

If I could I would forget the sorrow that I feel, for all the bad things that have taken place in my life.

I'm having problems with handling the grief my self too.. But I think the key might exist in NOT forgetting the grief, but going through it somehow.. How you actually do that I really don't know right now, and I feel a bit lost in it all, but I think acknowledging the grief and being able to feel it is a good start. (Even though it really sucks big time to feel it!)

If I could I would like to be a time traveler, going back to a time and place where I was happy. Grabbing the opportunity that was presented to me then, holding on to it like my life depended on it.

That actually gives me hope, in a strange way.. (I hope I do not say anything offensive right now.) Since it makes me think of all the NEW opportunity's I need to acknowledge do come sometimes and makes me think I really need to grab and hold on to them as if my life depended on it(which it might very well do)! I do hope some opportunity's present them selves to you too.. And I hope your physical problems eases soon!