Had breakfast yesterday. Yeah this is getting too hard for me! 🥵 this accountability is tiny bit helpful for me in seeing how the stress triggers the restrictive eating but it’s also uncomfortable to keep seeing how I’m struggling 😔 might take a break except it also feels good to not feel alone with it.
Breakfast and dinner. Dinner was forced, and small, and not eaten at the table, but… it was real dinner food not just snacks. Trying to come to terms with what it means to force myself.